Perfect Chaos || An Eminem Fanfiction

Chapter 17. Beautiful

Ella was woken up by the sound of the suite door being open and a bunch of voices.

She pulled a pair of sweats on, already wearing Marshall's T-shirt and walked out to the living area.

"Ay sorry to wake you girl" Proof said, solum look across his face holding a semi comatosed Marshall, slurring and not making sense at all, up on one side while Bizarre held the other "He really fucked up"

Ella sighed and pointed to the bedroom and followed them in "Put him on the bed I'll get a pillow and prop him up,how much has he had"

Bizarre gave Ella a sympathetic look "He uh, he's had everything" after helping Proof place Marshall on the bed, He shuffled next to Ella awkwardly and placed a gentle hand on her shoulder "I'm sorry for y'all loss, Marshall said that you guys lost a baby, had I known the reason he's been acting like this, I wouldn't have given him so much"

Ella gave him a weak smile and nodded "Thank you Rufus, I appreciate that, was there many people there?"

"Nah girl it was just us six, don't worry, they're Ems boys too, no ones going to say anything" Proof said pulling Marshall's shoes off, then standing next to Ella "He'll be okay boo, don't worry your pretty head, you both just need time"

"I'm worried about him Deshaun"

"Girl we all are, we thought he was just getting stupid with the fame but now we know the reason behind it" Bizarre said quietly.

Ella sighed again, standing next to Marshall watching him talk in his sleep.

"I don't know what to do"

"This is how he deals with things girl, there is nothing you can do except be there, he won't take help from anyone" Proof said nodding to Bizarre, letting him know he could leave.

"Look after yourself and him, I'll see you tomorrow" Bizarre said, giving Ella a side hug then heading out.

"Imma crash on your couch in the living area incase y'all need me tonight, that good?"

"Ofcouse, thank you again for bringing him in"

Proof just smiled, glancing one more time at Marshall, grabbing the spare blanket and pillow then headed out to the couch, closing the door behind him.

Ella stripped down, walked over and pulled Marshall's jeans and shirt off and then crawled into bed, cuddling up next to him.

"I'm sorry baby, I wish I could take your pain away" She whispered while stroking his face.

"I love you" Marshall Slurred our, half consciousness.

Ella smiled at him and kissed him on the forehead before snuggling back down "I love you too"

Marshall grunted then his breathing evened out again, he was out cold.

Ella laid there cuddled up to Marshall, really has not knowing how they were going to get through this in once piece, it seemed to have taken a toll on them both.

And she was concerned.

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Marshall woke to a shifting in bed next to him.

His head throbbed, he felt like vomiting and his mouth was dry.

"Fuck" he groaned as the light stung his eyes.

Feeling a body over him he forced them back open only to be greeted by Ella's beautiful worried face.

"Morning" She smiled at him.

"Morning baby" Marshall replied, trying to search his memories of the night before.

Man he was fucked up.

"Do you remember anything from last night?"

Marshall frowned "I wish I could say yes"

"Deshaun and Bizarre bought you back, literally carrying you, you were half passed out"

"Oh shit, guess I had too much last night" I said with a laugh.

"You told the rest of D12"

Marshall closed his eyes "Fuck I'm sorry"

"Don't be sorry, you obviously wanted to tell them, at least they can all be supportive now too, it's okay"

Marshall pulled Ella closet "Why are you so understanding"

Ella shrugged "I Guess i'm just that type of person"

"You would've made a great mother"

Ella's expression dropped and she looked sad again.

"Fuck, I'm sorry baby" Marshall said mentally slapping himself for saying what he was thinking out loud.

Stupid Marshall he thought, you don't tell a woman that's lost a baby that she wouldn't have made a great mother.

Ella smiled weakly and stroked Marshall's face.

"How about we get some Advil into me then get some breakfast?"

Ella kisses Marshall on the lips and stood up and started to pull some clothes on.

"By the way, Deshaun crashed on the couch last night to make sure we were okay"

Marshall cringed, his poor bestfriend had been putting up with a lot of his shit this week.

"I better get his ass up and buy him breakfast too"

Ella giggled "I definitely think he deserves it after carrying you all the way here with Rufus"

"Done" Marshall smiled pulling on his sweat pants, nikes and singlet "I better let the rest know to meet us here for breakfast"

"Do you think they'll remember or say anything"

"They're my boys, they won't eat anything until I ask" Marshall said picking up the phone and ordering room service then calling the other Members of D12 to come up.

Ella smiled, she really hoped having his boys around help him more, she hated seeing him in that drugged up drunken mess she saw even more often this week.

Breaking her out of her thoughts she felt Marshall wrap his arms around her, kissing her neck.

"Lets go wake up Dudey, breakfast and the rest of the boys will be here soon"

Ella just nodded and pulled Marshall out of the room by his hand.