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"wanna go first?" spinel asked, you shook your head and looked down to your lap. "i guess i'll go then." spinel said as she cleared her throat.

"ugh. . where do i even begin? i'm not originally like this." this caught your attention, you started listening for what spinel is going to say.

"i was happy, bubbly, and stupid back then. i was made for someone to make her happy, at first, i thought i was really making her happy but everything is a lie." you can see spinel starting to tremble, you don't want to interrupt her though. .

"then one day, she told me to play a game! called 'stand still' i thought it's going to be a fun game. then she left, i waited and waited and waited and waited for her to come back."

"but she didn't." spinel gritted her teeth, clenched her fists tightly by dragging some of her cloth into the fist.

"i waited for six thousand years!funny right?! then i got a message that she's dead and her son only survived. you know what i did?" spinel looked at you, her eyes are slowly losing it's color.

"i attacked the goddamn planet! of course, steven was able to stop me and took me under his wing. steven is the mother who left me, pink diamond." spinel said that name with so much hatred, much spite.

"pink got into a mafia and married greg who's just a normal citizen and got steven. he's supposed to be the next boss but he can't be fully involved into this world we're in."

"in conclusion, i stood for 6000, tried to kill earth and became a mob boss. that sums up my life." spinel said cockily, like she's trying to hide the fact that part of her story really takes a toll of her.

you suddenly moved towards spinel and hugged her. spinel sniffed a little and giggled, "wowie."

"don't get used to it." she chuckled and patted your back softly. "it's okay doll, i'm over it now." you pulled away just in time to see her toothy grin.

that's the cutest thing you've seen.

"your turn." spinel said as she leaned against the couch. you gulped and took a deep breath.

"if i remember correctly, giovanni killed my parents and took me in. i went through some trainings." you stopped for a second before continuing.

"these trainings i had is torture. when i did something wrong or out of place, they'd light their cigarettes and burn it out on my skin. if i really didn't follow them, i'll get. . electrocuted."

you started rubbing your wrists where the straps were tightly wrapped enough to leave a visible red line. spinel rubbed your shoulder, "you can stop doll, you don't have to force yourself." you shook your head.

"i'll be fine."

"as i turn ten, they started handing me a gun. i still remember my first kill. they have a innocent person tied up with a sack over their head. they threatened me to shoot them, if i didn't i'll be having a bullet on my skull. i had no choice. . . i shot them."

you bit your finger and finger. you're starting to have flashbacks now.

"now y/n, see that man?" the man pointed at the person in front of the room tied up with a sack on their head. you looked at the man and nodded.

"i want you to kill him." the man handed you a gun, he readied it for it too. your eyes widen, you looked at the tied man and back at the gun.

"n-no." you muttered, "i'm sorry what?" the man leaned closer to you, "no." you said a little louder for him to hear.

"no? hm, too bad because you need to." he said as he continued to shove the gun to you. you shook your head, this pissed the man off.

"you little shit, you're trained to do this! now stop being a little bitch and shoot!" the man hit your head with then gun hard which made you whimper in pain.

"oh suck it up!" you hesitantly grabbed the gun and stepped forward to the tied man. you handled the gun in a correct way as you were taught.

you aimed it to the man's head and started breathing heavily, you can hear the man screaming at you. "shoot him!"

"no! no! no! please, i have a family!" the tied man begged, you felt sympathy for him but you have to do your job.

you felt tears poking your eyes and your finger twitching on the trigger.

"i'm sorry. . ."

then you broke down.

you clapped your hands to your eyes and let the tears fall. spinel instantly went to your side and tried her best to calm you down, she spooned you to her lap and whispered sweet nothings that seemed to help you.

you sniffed, you removed your hands and wiped your hands onto your shirt from the tears. spinel helped you wipe your tears.

"thank you for telling me." spinel hugged your back, for the first time. you feel safe into her arms, you slowly set yourself loose and melted into spinel's arms.

spinel noticed this, she let you sit beside her and ushered you to lie your head on her lap, you were hesitant of course, but eventually you lay on her lap.

spinel's fingers instinctively roamed to your soft hair, you can feel your levels going down by this and this is making you sleepy.

"wanna sleep?" you shook your head but a yawn came out, spinel giggled and carried you upstairs. "no, it's too early to sleep." you're right, it's like 9AM.

"you can sleep anytime ya know." spinel kicked the door open, she placed you on the bed and sat beside you. "then stay with me." you said.

spinel's eyes widen to what you said, she smiled widely and quickly got behind you to spoon you once again.

"don't do anything stupid again." you warned, "yes ma'am." spinel snickered.

"i love you."

"what was that?"

"nothin'!"