Bullied 2 (A Harry Styles Fanfiction)

Chapter 27

I can´t really believe that it´s already more than one week that Harry and me aren´t together anymore and I´m living at my old home. I´ve also told my mom that Harry and me had an argument, but never that he took drugs or cheated on me. It´s not that I want to lie to her, but I still love Harry and I know my parent´s opinion on drugs.

School has been hell. I can´t really concentrate, all I can think about is Harry and no matter how long and much I think about it, I will never get what has happened. I´ve only told a few friends about mine and Harry´s end of our relationship and of course I told Lena. After school I´m only sitting at home, trying to do some school stuff but all I really do is crying, but that needs to stop.

Lena wants to go out with me tonight and after a long time of talking and persuading, I´ve finally said yes to her. We will go to a club I haven´t been before but I´m kind of looking forward to it. I need to forget everything for a while and have some fun. I do deserve that.

Lena picks me up from home, she wears a sexy dress, while I´m just wearing skinny jeans and a top. I was never really the type of wearing sexy clothes. Lena looks up and down my body but finally smiles at me.

"Let´s go and have some fun." She screams and her mother drives us there. After thirty minutes of sitting in the car we finally reach the club and get out of the car. Lena grabs my arm and we go inside. It´s still a little bit early, so not many people are in the club so far but Lena assures me that there will come more people later.

We both talk for a long time and also buy a few alcoholic drinks, but I´m not drunk yet. I´m just a little bit funnier than usual and that feels good. After so many days of crying I finally can feel something else than sadness and Harry.

"Hi, I´m Alex." A boy suddenly dissapears infront of us and only greets Lena. They both get into a small talk and I just roll my eyes. Seems like Lena makes a better impression on boys, but it has always been like that. I´m happy for her, though. After all what Richard did to her and what she has been trough, she finally seems very happy as well and she deserves that more than anybody. As I´m still in thoughts, Lena and that guy suddenly start to make out and I even can´t believe what she´s doing. She only met that guy and is already making out with him? She deserves to have fun and everything, but I think I wouldn´t do this.

"What are you doing here so alone?" A guy with messy blond hair sits down next to me and I´m kind of glad that I´ll have some conversation. That guy is not really my type, but he still seems nice and kind of handsome.

"Well my company already found a guy." I shrug my shoulders and smile at him. That guy looks next to me and starts to laugh.

"Well do you know where my friends went?" I look around the club to follow his eyes, but I don´t know with who he came with and where I should look so I just shrug my shoulders.

"I´m Raphael by the way, what´s your name?" He asks me and shake my hand.

"I´m Lucy." I tell him and he smiles.

"What are you doing? Still going to school?" I nod and tell him in which school I´m going to.

"That´s cool. I´m already working as a waiter and since it´s far away, I only come home at the weekends." He informs me and I nod. He seems fun and I like to talk with him, but he´s nothing compared to Harry.

"Would you like to drink something?" He suddenly asks me and I nod. Why not? He smiles at me and gets up then to get us a drink. Lena is still making out with that guy but Raphael soon appears again with two glasses in his arms and he hands me one.

"Thank you." I say and we clink the glasses for a few seconds. I take a few sips from the alcohol and finally feel some warmth in my body. I look at Raphael and suddenly his lips are crashed against mine.

His hands roam my body and his tongue goes straight in my mouth, to pleasure my tongue. The music blasts through the club and my heart is vibrating. My body is almost shaking and I don´t know if this is right and if I should regret it, but it feels perfect right now. I don´t really care about anything but I deserve to be happy and have some fun, don´t I?

"Shouldn´t we go somewhere else?" Raphael suddenly moans in my ear but I quickly shake my head. Making out is okay, but more is too much. I don´t even know this guy. A few minutes ago I laughed about Lena´s behaviour and now I´m doing the same? My head is buzzing and I don´t know what´s right or wrong, but I decide to just enjoy tonight.

Raphael´s hands find their way under my t-shirt, he cubs my breasts and I breath out loudly. I suddenly don´t even care if we´re in a public place and if people might watch us. This feels fucking perfect and I don´t care what other people are thinking.

I don´t know how long we made out after Lena suddenly touches my shoulder and tells me that her mum is picking us up in a few minutes.

"Can´t you tell your mum that you will stay at a friend´s house?" Raphael asks me but my eyes widen and I shake my head.

"No way, that´s not possible. I´m sorry." I tell him and after making out again for a few minutes, Lena and me finally leave the club, without ever getting that guy´s number or knowing his sure name, but I don´t really care. The cold air is reaching our bodies and the sudden realation that I´ve kissed another guy, besides Harry, hits me harder than it should have.

"Seems like you also had a lot of fun." Lena chuckles and I smile, but I´m not that sure anymore if that was a good idea. Even if me and Harry aren´t together right now, I still love him and that wasn´t any better than what he did. Did I just kind of cheat on him?

"I don´t know if I should regret that now." I honestly tell Lena and she lets out a deep breath.

"Jeez, Lucy! You deserve to have some fun without Harry and I´m glad you did. Don´t worry about that now." She tells me and I know that it´s kind of true. My body feels dizzy and I´m just looking forward when I´ll finally get into my bed and sleep for a thousand years and forget about all the stuff what´s happening lately.

(Hello! How are you all doing? I´m sorry that it took me a while to update, but I´m glad I could now and I hope you all like that chapter. I have a lot to do for school but I´m already looking forward for christmas and the holidays, although it´s still a few weeks to go. I can´t describe how much I love FOUR! What´s your favourite song? I can´t even decide which song I love the most. It´s just their best album so far and I´m glad they have finally found their sound and I still can´t believe that I´ll see them next year.

 Also, I can´t believe that we´re already at chapter 27 and I´m so grateful for everyone who´s reading, voting and commenting. Please keep doing that :)

Love every single one of you.x)