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Chapter 6

Off pov

That damn shorty, I can't believe he had the guts to get mad at me. After I waited for his reply for almost an hour, who does he think he is. I even told my girlfriend that I have errands to do just to sneak out from her. Not only he sees someone behind my back, but he also seemed to be hurt of what I told him about Oab. So who is the one he really likes?

"p Off? Heyy.. You're spacing out. Hello??" I then realized I was with my girlfriend at eating out. Well actually, she isn't my girlfriend though, i didn't court her. I never court any girls. I just have one night stand with them and that's it. I maybe a jerk, asshole or what everybody thinks but I like it this way. I couldn't possibly fall inlove with someone.

But Mook, she's so persistent. She thinks I we are already in a relationship. But this so called fake relationship is getting on my nerves. The only things that's good about her is her body and pretty face, but the rest, nahh. She only wants to show off her beauty and make other girls jealous. Sometimes I think she only sees me as a trophy boyfriend, and she never stops sharing about how we do things on bed. Well I couldn't blame her, cause I'm also using her as well. We both are just playing this game.

After eating we went shopping cause as usual she wants to buy new clothes, shoes and whatsoever and making me carry again all her stuffs.

"oh look a cute cat stuff toy. Can you buy this for me P Off?" I smiled while staring at this toy cause it looks like the damn shorty.

"that doesn't look cute. Ill buy you cuter than that. Let's go."

I don't know how many days has been since the last time I saw that shorty. Actually I wasn't waiting for his texts, I don't expect calls from him. But really? The last conversation we had was 10:30pm Thursday, and all I receive was" seen". A simple hello would be better or how are you would suffice. Didnt I just remember how happy you were when I asked for your number, and now you could afford not to text or chat me.

Okay fine whatever, if that's what you want then I won't too. Anyway I wouldn't go down so low just to see you or ask for your forgiveness.

Next day

Sigh, okay. I don't understand and please don't ask me. I'm actually waiting outside his house for an hour. I don't want to text him that I'm waiting here, I want to surprise him and see the joy in his face when he sees me. Don't tell me he wouldn't right? I mean we haven't seen for a week of course he would miss me.

Then I saw him, coming out from his house, and I immediately go out from my car.

"p Off? What are you doing here?" okay, where's the smile? Why is he giving me a confusion look.

"I'm here to bring you to school. Come on let's go."

"it's okay. I can actually take a bus."

"so youre making me wait for nothing?" I was getting pissed. I mean it's not easy waiting you know. I'm very impatient person.

Then he started getting nervous as I raised my voice. I can't afford seeing him being scared of me. I don't want him to be scared.

"im sorry if I raised my voice. I didn't mean it. It's just that I want you to come with me to school."

He suddenly felt relieved as I spoke gentle with him. I'm glad seeing him nodding.

"here I'm giving this to you." as I handed a bag with present on it.

"it's so cute. Thank you p." I didn't thought a stuff toy would make him smile like that, so innocent and pure.

"don't get me wrong. My girlfriend doesn't want it so I'm giving it to you instead. You don't need to smile like that." damn it. What am I talking about. Why can't I just shut my mouth up.

In school

"thank you P for giving me a ride. But later..."

"I'll text you later. So please check your phone once in a while." I know he's going to say not to go with me after class, however I dont want him to say that.  I know I need to apologize for whatever I did to him and to lessen this awkwardness between us. But as I was about to speak,,

" gun. Did you just arrive, I'm sorry I'm late." I saw Oab smiling at him.

"off oi, good morning you're here too? Our class will start at 10am right, why are you this early?"

"i... I.." shit what should I say. I can't totally tell them that I was waiting for this shorty that's why I woke up early even if I'm not a morning person.

"I have a practice in ky club." such a stupid lie.

"oh I see. I'll meet you during lunch okay. Me and Gun are gonna eat something. Wanna join?"

"ahh no need, I still have morning practice. Gotta go." then I flee afterwards.

Shit. Damn it. Why are they together? I thought that shorty won't talk to Oab too just like what he did to me. But why it seems like they're already close in just a matter of week.. This is crazy, now I'm stuck with this lie too and I can't just go to them and ask if what goings on between them. Argg so stupid off.

Lunch

"Oab, can I talk to you in a minute." he stopped and asked the others to go to the canteen first.

"why you look so serious off?"

"are you by chance..... dating Gun?"

"hmm. Why do you ask?"

Ah seriously. If that shorty didn't know, this guy is not different from me. That's why we are friends with this bastard because we are alike.

"I just want to know. He's my friend too."

He laughed and said "actually no,, not yet. But Im courting him now. He's cute isn't he?"

"if you're just playing with his feelings cut it out."

"I don't. I do like him a lot."

" how could you possibly like him. You're straight and besides you're a player too. You will only hurt him.

" you know who's the real player between us Off."
His eyes were so sharp. It's like he's hitting me or something.

"we both know that he likes you Off. But I think you don't, or maybe your heart changed?"

"of course not. I'm still straight. I still f**k girls. If you want him and he wants you then go for it." I got startled, it's not that I'm homophobic but why is my thoughts different from what my heart truly wants to say.

"that would be great. I know Gun will like me someday cause I'll make an effort to it. You should support me too. Anyway it's a win-win situation for the both of us. He will stop approaching you and at the same time he'll be mine."

I don't get it. Why does i feel a sting in my heart. Why am I concern with Oab liking that shorty and why am I getting mad with this idea. Do I like gun too? Yeah right it's impossible for me to like him. Maybe it's just I'm hungry. Yup, I'll just eat and rest maybe tomorrow ill get better.