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Chapter 24

Off's pov

At the convenience store.

I was busy placing the products to the stand. It was indeed a tiring day. After my OJT I had to attend my last class and then immediately went here in the store without going home for a bit. I was quite hungry but maybe I could eat later after my shift.

Damn. I really miss Gun. I couldn't call him because of my tight schedule during the day and I guess by now he's asleep. And maybe the next day I can spare a time to see his mother cause I will be receiving my salary tomorrow.

Ahgg I wanna see him so badly...

I then heard the door opened, guess we have a customer. I just listened to the customer and the cashier's conversation about buying some ice cream at late at night. However, his voice seemed familiar. I then took a peak to see who it was. And I immediately shouted the moment I saw Oab's face. He was quite shocked to see me too.

I took a break for awhile and that's when Oab and I had a coffee time for ourselves.

Oab: I didn't know you're having a part time job now? Are you planning to buy something?

Off: ah no. Actually.. It's more than that.

I'm not sure if I can tell him about Gun. But he used to be Gun's friend. And I know he cared for Gun too.

Off: gun is in the hospital now.

Oab: oh. What happened? Now that you mentioned it, I haven't seen him lately.

Off: he's ahmm... Maybe you should visit him. Bring his friends too.. I'm sure he'll be glad to see you. But.. Do it on weekdays if you can. Cause he's mine on weekends.

Oab: I see..

I see the sadness in Oab's eyes. Maybe he still has feelings for Gun.

Off: amm.. Please don't tell Gun that I have a partime job now. I don't want him to worry.

I was glad that he didn't ask for more questions because I was  hesitant in telling him in details but I want Gun to say it to him if ever. After that I went back inside the store and continued working.

Then the weekend came. I was waiting for Jane to come. I've been waiting for 30 minutes already. I can't waste so much time. I can't wait to see my lover again.

Then she arrived. She was panting so much. As I can see she was wearing mini skirt and a top which showed her cleavage. Shes really........ Pretty. However, I used to like the simple girl as she was before.

I treated her some snacks, any dessert that she wanted. I could see that she's enjoying our time together. But... This has to end.

Off: I don't think I can go with you throughout the day. I have to go.

She held my arms, and was looking at me so intensely. I knew she didn't want me to leave.

Jane: off. Please... Can we be together for the day... I came so far just to see you. Just so I can be with you..

Off: I have a lover.. He's waiting for me..

Jane: I still love you Off.. And if you feel the same, then don't leave....

She grabbed my collar and kissed me. I was frozen with the sudden action. But.... I don't know why... I couldn't even move an inch... I kissed her back..

Gun's pov

I was patiently waiting for my P.. I couldn't sleep well last night knowing I'll be seeing him again. But then, I couldn't stop thinking too about what my dad said. I wanted him to take responsibility and make up for all the lost time. But going to States is soo far. I don't want to leave my mom and P... I'll be missing them so much.

However as I was resting, I heard my mom calling some nurses and medical staffs and it seemed like there's a commotion outside.. I then asked some random people of what was happening and it looked like my father was fighting with someone. I then asked some assistance. They didn't allow me at first but it was disturbing. And the patients woke up because of the incident.

I then saw P Off.
I knew he just recently punched my father.

Off: how dare you come back here. Get lost. Don't come near to Gun you piece of shit..

Oh no.. P off what are you doing.  I then shouted P Off's name. He saw me, and he slowly walked towards me. I was sitting on my wheelchair at that moment and he kneeled infront of me and hugged me so tight

I saw my father's face and he was so mad. My father then wiped his cut lips that has blood on it. He then looked at me and walked away.

Back in my room
Gun: P.. ARE YOU STUPID.. why did you do it??

P didn't answer he then gave me another stuff toy and it was an elephant. It was cute.. but that's not the issue here...

Gun: don't do it ever again. I was scared they might put you into prison for causing a fight inside the hospital.

Off: I'm sorry if I startled you..

He looked so sad and I'm not sure why. I cupped his face and smiled.. I then laughed asking him why he's so handsome. He then suddenly kissed me. I happily kissed him back. We were kissing so deeply and I wasn't able to count how many minutes we kissed but I just missed him so much. And I couldn't tell him about me leaving.....

Off: I'm sorry I was late....

Gun: it's okay....

Off: you know that I love you right? I'm sorry.....

I couldn't understand... What's wrong with him? He then started kissing my neck. And made me lay down on my bed. He then started to touch me everywhere and he was kissing my lips and going to my neck and to my collar bone.

This isn't right. We are in the hospital P for heaven's sake.

Gun: p.... P stop it.. STOP....

He then immediately stopped. He was about to cry...

Off: I love you Gun... Please believe me...

It was not a good meet up day with him. I couldn't tell him about me moving and I wasn't able to ask what happened to him.

Next week came.

I was happy to see Oab, Sing and New in my room. They bought me many foods that I love. Although I'm not in the mood of eating maybe because of the side effects of chemo.

Sing: you looked so skinny... Were sorry that we just visit you now.

Gun: it's okay. I'm sorry too that I didn't tell you about my condition... How did you know by the way?

Oab: ai Off told me.

I smiled as I heard it. I know P Off wanted me to be happy and not bored here inside the hospital. Guess he loves me more than I could think of.

We talked more and I wasn't sure how but we ended up talking about my relationship with P Off. Sing and New couldn't believe it that I was gay from the start.

Sing: REALLY? Are you sure you're dating P Off? I mean I just saw him with a pretty girl this weekend. Like really the girl was so hot. And it looked like they were dating..

Oab elbowed Sing and it made me so confused..

Sing: yeah its true. I'm with my other friends and they saw it too.  My friends were even jealous because how does P always get a HOT girl damn it..

oab: oie stop it..

I couldn't believe it. It was the same day he met me. Maybe Sing was joking right. P Off.... We both made a promise. And he said he would never hurt me. But... Why does it made me want to throw up.. If I trusted him with all my heart, then why does it hurt me so much...

TBC