Espérer [TwilightFanFic] **COMPLETED**

.... California

This party is intense. I take another puff of the joint floating around the room and exhale it slowly. I pass it to the guy sitting beside me... what's his name... Franz?? Yeah I think that's his name. He's pretty cute I guess. He's got that little boy charm about him. Blonde hair and hazel eyes. Kind of buff.

He winks at me. I smile to him and look around the room. A lot of these people I go to highschool with. A couple is in the corner making out, another is playing cards. A group of guys are arm wrestling while half naked girls cheer on their competitor.

The joint makes it way back to me and I eagerly place the roach between my lips. I inhale again and I close my eyes as I exhale slowly. I love this feeling. The feeling of not caring. I pass the joint to Franz and he takes it. I watch as his lips puff on the roach too. He keeps the smoke in his mouth as he passes it to the pink haired girl beside him. She takes it and puffs on it too.

I glance back to Franz who leans in and waves for me too. I open my mouth and he blows the smoke into my mouth, and I inhale it deeply. He let's all the smoke out and kisses me. I lean back and exhale all the smoke, then lean over and kiss him too.

He stands up, grabs his cup, then offers out his hand. I take it eagerly, then follow him upstairs.

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His lips taste of cherry sour, and pot. It's almost intoxicating. I smile and deepen the kiss as I pull him to me. I lift up his shirt, and toss it to the floor. He smiles and does the same with mine. I'm so glad I wore my black lace bra. I smile into the kiss and bite his bottom lip. He knots his fingers in my hair and pulls down. It almost painful. He places his lips on my neck and starts sucking in various places, sure to leave marks.

I rake my nails down his back. His fingers go to my button, and he fumbles with it. He finally gets it undone and he slides my pants down, revealing my black lace underwear. I step out of them as he starts making kisses back up my thighs. I place my hands on his shoulders as his kisses return to my lips. I undo his pants like a breeze, and slide his off him. I stay down on the ground as he steps out of his pants.

I place my hands on his waist and pull down his boxers. He's okay in size. Honestly, I've seen bigger. I take him in my palm and pump until a clear liquid comes out of the tip. I lick my lips before I take him in my mouth. I pump him in and out of my mouth a couple of times as his moans get louder and louder. I feel him tremble and I stop, tormenting him.

I sit on the edge of the bed as he makes his way to me. I unclasp my bra and throw it on the floor. I lay back and smile up at him and he squats infront of the bed. He takes off my underwear slowly. He parts my legs and I watch as his head dips inbetween my legs. He works his tongue on my clit and he gets me really wet. I bite my lip and knot my fingers in his blonde hair. He picks up his pace and pushes my legs farther apart. He starts doing circles with his tongue, going deeper inside me. I grab the sheets and start moaning as well. My legs begin to quiver and he notices. He continues his rhythm, and I hold back as long as I can. He sucks on the top of my clit and I release all over his tongue.

He smiles and wipes his mouth as he climbs ontop of me. I pull him down to me, and press my lips to his. He tastes of me. I bite his lip as he enters me. He doesn't care about me. He just wants to fuck me. And I don't care. I wrap my legs around him. I join in on his rhythm, as he comes close to his release. He comes closer and pulls out and I take him in my palm. I pump him until he releases on my stomach. Once he's finished, he leans over and starts putting on his clothes.

"Thanks kid" he says as he finished getting dressed. He leaves the room so I can get dressed. I look down as my clit reveals blood from my lost virginity. I wipe my eyes and get dressed. I can't believe I funking did that. I put on my heels, and leave the party, heading home.

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I climb through my bedroom window and close it behind me. I change into my teeshirt and yoga shorts. I walk out my room and hear my mom in her office. I go to knock on the door when I hear her on the phone. I lower my hand and go back to my room.

I crawl into bed, and browse through my messages. "Hope you can make it to the party next weekend" says Franz. I smile and reply back instantly. I close my phone and drift off into a deep sleep.