Chapter 40-Unknown Space
How long we had been traveling, I don’t know because I didn’t know how far we had come. All the instruments on the ship were now merged together in a sort of hazy light! I felt Ill at ease.
‘Why can’t I access the ship, Debra?’
‘Please relax, Dan, you aren’t back to your usual self yet.’
I knew I was back to Dan, but I also knew something was wrong.
‘Debra, please let me access the ship.’
‘No, Sweetie, not just yet, just rest.’
Now I knew there was something wrong, Debra would not deliberately hold something back from me like that.
‘How long before we arrive?’ I said.
‘Fifteen hours.’
‘OK, I said, I will take a nap then.’
‘Dan, you know you don’t need to sleep!’
‘I need to meditate though.’
‘Why?
‘I want to see who I can contact.’
‘I don’t think that would be a good idea.’
‘Why?’
‘Because you are part of me, and I want you here, also Sionn might persuade you to go back.’
‘I just want to see my wife from my last lifetime.’
‘No, Dear.’
‘OK, I will just rest then. Is that OK?’
‘Yes, I suppose so, but no meditating! Do you hear me?’
‘Yes, Debra.’ I was now very concerned. Debra being part of me also knew what I knew! I felt I was entering a contest to find out who would come out on top, me or my other-self! The
situation was now starting to really sink in. I had a sort of split-personality, and the other half was starting to fight for Power.
‘You know, Dan, I was nobody till you came along.’
‘I know,’ I said, ‘but you are now something apart from me.’
‘No! I am something more than you.’
‘What?’
‘You will find out when we reach my home.’
‘OK, Debra. Can I rest now?’
‘Yes, my sweet, but remember, I am always there.’
All I could do was simply rest and try to think, or rather meditate my way out of this situation, how could I do this if Debra was ‘always’ with me, and without her knowing? I knew it
would take all my meditation skills, and more, but how to start?
I tried to simply contemplate myself into a restful state first, then I tried to get deeper into it, but Debra was there all the time.
‘Please don’t do that.’ she said.
‘Debra, I am trying to rest! Will you please leave me alone for a while?’
‘No!’ she shouted! She then said, ‘I know what you want, a nice record from your collection! Come, let us dance.’ What could I do? I had to dance but I felt like smashing something as Cloft.
This was going to take more than my meditation skills. What could I do? She knows my every move! All I could do for now was to wait and see what happens on her ‘home planet,’ (wherever that is.) It was starting to sink in also that it could be a trap!
I was now getting back to my old self. I was also missing Reeas and Sionn. I was a Trainee Guardian, and wouldn’t be a fully trained until Sionn says I am. I was now also conscious of Debra trying to access my mind!
What is she up to? I noticed that I was getting stronger by the Minute. All my training was now starting to come back, and I knew it was something to do with the Inner-Masters from many past lives.
Debra said, ‘What are you up to, dear?’
‘I’m just thinking, Debra.’
‘Please let me know what you are thinking Dan, as I won’t be able to protect you, if you won’t let me in.’
‘I just want some time alone, Debra.’
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Dan Sherman Space Guardian All Worlds
FantasyDan Sherman had to take early retirement through bereavement. He started to have lucid dreams about a tall man who was beckoning him go to a certain place. He soon realized that this wasn't an everyday event. It was to be the start of a once in a li...
