Dan Sherman Space Guardian All Worlds

The search for Debra

Chapter 83-The search for Debra

This is Dan Sherman signing in. I am somewhat worried. Debra has not shown herself as Sionn said. I expected her soon after we came out of debrief, but she did not appear. Reeas and I went for our special holiday which was delightful, but now I am concerned that something bad has happened. Sionn says he is confused, as Debra told him that she was alright and that she would come straight back to me. Reeas is also not aware that Debra has been taken somewhere. Students will know that Debra is a part of me. She is also a big part of the Guardian-Network. Sionn and Grenwer are also worried that the database will be at risk. I can’t understand how she can simply disappear. Is it me who has changed? Reeas says it is not me that is at fault. I am not so convinced. Maybe I should contact Mannus? Sionn wants me to meditate to a lower region to see if she can relate to it. Maybe she was overcome by the higher light content on the mental plane? Whatever it is, I have to find her. I am a Guardian, but without Debra I am sorely limited. I was now being messaged by Sionn to come to the briefing room; I arrived to find Grenwer, Reeas, and Deria’s 1 and 2 there.

‘Dan,’ said Sionn, ‘we have a problem. Debra has been located on one of the astral levels. She has tried to merge with Debra your ex-girlfriend.’          

‘Why didn’t I know that?’

‘You would have eventually. On the face of it, it is only a small problem because Debra number one is not in a state of consciousness to cause problems to the network. The thing is she may be given access to the light book through Debra number two.’

‘Surely not,’ I said.

‘Dan, I think Debra number two has gained knowledge of the actual emotional or Ethereal Light from the higher mental plane. If she has, I dread to think what might happen. I want you and Reeas to go there and find out what you can. You will have to treat this as a delicate emotional problem. I know you will be caring enough to bring Debra back. I, myself, would have big worries with it, so I will leave it to you, and Reeas. Just know that I am here for you. Deria’s 1 and 2 will go under cloaking mode to access things. I have to say one thing, though. (Sionn was now looking at me with a worried look.) It may have been my fault that Debra has come to this stage. I didn’t mean to fragment her so much with myself and Reeas. If things become worse, I will accept responsibility and resign my position as Higher-Coordinator.’

‘Sionn, I don’t blame you, I know you did your best to bring the Brain to submit. Please be assured that I will bring Debra back, I know in my heart that things will be OK.’

Sionn was now looking his usual calm self. He even had a smile on his face! Reeas and I went to the restroom to meditate and generally attune ourselves to the emotional level, or light content of the astral plane.

Students can help at this time. If you are in a loving relationship with someone and that someone wants help please do as we do here. Sit down in the cross legged position facing each other and place your arms on the other’s shoulders. If you are alone just sit in the lotus position and meditate. Imagine someone you love sitting facing you and you will contact them. Be assured. Do not think negative about these things as your thoughts are very important. Now, imagine you are travelling with Reeas and I to the 25th level of the astral plane, time doesn’t matter on the inner planes so you can actually be there, but you will have to reach the database first. Sorry if I am going on a bit, but I need all the emotional help I can get. Reeas and I were now in meditation.

Reeas suggested we go to my Room-of-Doors. I asked her why. She said she wanted me to go to the actual time when Debra got killed in her boyfriend’s car. I said, ‘Reeas, please, no.’

‘Dan, Debra has got some information from Debra 1 that you are still attached to her; this is why she is trying to merge with her.’

We became aware in my Room-of-Doors. All we had to do was walk through the second to last door. We emerged into an unfamiliar scene. The city was Chicago and it was obviously the place where Debra had moved to after leaving Iowa. The year was 1940. Debra was sixteen. Her boyfriend was eighteen. I was just fifteen. I could see Debra sitting in the car, it was a 1936 Buick. Her boyfriend said, ‘What’s the paper you’re holding?’