Broken

21. Deal

Justin

"Justin! Wake up." I groan and wave whoever it was off. "Baby pleaseeeeee!" I groan and wake up to face Brooklyn smiling at me. "Good morning baby!" She kisses my cheek and I just laugh. What the hell was she doing here this early in the morning? "Why are you here so early?" I sit up and sit her on my lap. "Justin, it's not early, it's 2 o'clock in the afternoon." She giggles and my eyes widen. I slept that long? Damn I must have been tired.

"I just came back from Dress shopping and I found the perfect dress!" She rambles on about her dress. Frankly I had totally forgot about Homecoming tomorrow, I've had a lot on my mind, my mom visiting just threw me off. But if homecoming was tomorrow that ment I had some planning to do. Hopefully tomorrow would be our special night if you know what I mean.

"Tomorrow morning I have to get beautified for the dance later so you won't see me until then," she pouts. "But good news is you have me all to yourself today." She whispers and kisses my lips. "Brooklyn stop. I can't take it." I groan and she knew it. "who says we have to stop." She smirks and I groan. God this girl made it impossible to wait.

"Brooklyn number one, my family is downstairs. Number two, I told you I wanted our first time together to be special ok? I want to make it something you won't forget." I kiss her lips again. "Just Being with you is something I could never forget." She mumble and I smile at her. "I love you." I whisper to her and she smiles. "I love you too." I smile back at her.

It's weird saying I love you to someone who isn't your mom or your sister. It's a different kind of love also, the way I feel about Brooklyn is indescribable. I love that girl with all my heart. Corny? But I don't ever wanna be without her in my life, I rather be alone for the rest of my life than to not be able to wake up and see her smiling face everyday.

"Justin your mom is amazing cook, before I came up here , Jazzy and her had made Brownies and they were like heaven on earth." She exclaims and I just laugh. "Speaking of my mom, you never did tell me what you were talking about the other day." I say as I toy with her hair, I don't know but her hair just fascinated me. "Well she just promised to always take care of you, she told me that she'd never seen you this happy and she thought you wouldn't be after something but she never told me what it was.. That's what I wanted to ask yourself..if you're comfortable telling me.." Brooklyn sweetly says.

I know exactly what my mom was talking about. It's not something I am proud of, I was a 16 year old hormonal boy, I couldn't control myself. "Umm well remember when I told you I slept with my teacher?" I say and she nods waiting for my to continue. "Well it was kind of more than that, atleast to me." I mumble that last part to myself. "She was everything to me, she was only 23, I was crazy about her, atleast I thought I was in love with her." I look over at Brooklyn to see any change of expression and she just nods waiting for me to continue.

"We would sneak around to see each other, make up some excuse that she was tutoring me or some shit like that, but really we just wanted to be together. She told me she loved me, she said when I graduated we could announce it and she said I was her future." I wasnt sad about telling the story, I was actually mad, the bitch had lied to me just to get in my pants. "Anyways, she was my first, she took my virginity and just dumped me. That's what turned me into a cold heart, I started using girls, like she used me, I know it wasn't fair to them, but I was hurt, heartbroken, and angry, I promised myself never to allow that to happen again." I sigh and Brooklyn just nods.

"One thing I've realized from that , was that it wasn't love." I look up into Brooklyn's eyes and take her hand. "Until I met you, I had no idea what love was. This right here, this is love." I bring my lips to her hand and gently kiss it. "You make me so happy, the happiest ever, I want you to promise me you'll never ever leave me." I stare deeply into her eyes waiting for her answer. "Of course Justin, you couldn't get ride of me even if you tried." She smirks causing me to laugh.