Broken

26.

Brooklyn

It's been a few days since Justin has been in the hospital, there's no news, there's no sign of him waking up anytime soon. Everyone's a mess around here, Pattie, she hasn't even left the hospital yet, Yael, whose trying to comfort her, Jazzy who won't speak to anyone, Jaxon, well he's trying to lighten up everyone's mood, and then there's me, who if I would have just trusted him, this situation would have all been avoided.

I sigh and grab a cup of water and go sit down with Justin's family. My mom understood what's going on and let me skip school, as long as I do the homework she brings me, I don't even know if I could focus on school with Justin in here. Mainly because he's in almost all of my classes and not hearing his voice or his annoying comments wouldn't feel right to me.

"Hi Brooklyn," I was kind of shocked to hear that Jazzy was talking to me, since she hadn't spoken to anyone. "Hi Jazzy." I send her a light smile trying to light the mood. "Do you think he'll wake up? I don't want him to go." She whispers before crying into my chest. "Jazzy, hey stop crying." I coo and pull her head away from me to look at her. "Justin's a fighter, he'll wake up, I know it, he won't leave us." I wasn't all sure in that answer, but I knew that I had to say it for Jazzy.

"You know that the doctor says we should talk to him, he might be able to hear us and that he'll wake up, will you come with me?" She softly says and I nod my head. "Even though I'm probably the last person he wants to see." I mumble under my breathe and jazzy rolls her eyes. "Brooklyn, no matter how mad my brother will get, he'll never be able to stop loving you. You're his drug, you've got him addicted to you." She says before walking to the hospital room, I quickly smile to myself before following close behind.

"Hi Justin it's Jazzy." Jazzy starts. "I brought Brooklyn with me, thought you would want to see here, maybe she'll help wake you up." Jazzy was on the verge of tears and so was I, it was hard to look at Justin, when there was a possibility of him dying. "Justin, it's almost Christmas time, and if I miss presents for you, I swear, I'll kill you myself when you wake up, move it along will you? I want to bug you to see what you got me!" She jokes, but all she got in response was his breathing in and out.

"Justin come back, I need you. I can't live without my annoying big brother." She starts to lightly sob. "I know we fight all the time, we say something's we never mean, but I know all you do is out of love, please Justin. Come back home. We all miss you." She grabs his hand and kisses it before getting up. "Um I'm gonna let you talk alone." Jazzy quietly says before going back into the waiting room.

"Hi Justin, I'm probably the last person you wanted to see." I laugh lightly, I was trying to keep myself from crying. "But I want you to know, I believe you. I was wrong for doubting you, I'm sorry Justin." I was Hoping that would wake him up, but that was nothing. "Baby please, I love you so much and I don't want to imagine a life without hearing your annoying comments, or how when you get cocky you always tell me 'it's not cockiness, it's confidence babe.'" I laugh at the memory of him telling me that.

"But most importantly I miss the kisses we shared, the hugs you give me, the way you tell me I love you. I miss you Justin, don't let me have to go every morning without hearing your voice, come back Jay, I love you." I whisper as the tears forming in my eyes, slide down my cheek. "oh I'm sorry I can come back later," I hear Jaxon call and I shake my head. "No I was just leaving." I sigh, Jaxon stops me. "Stay with me please? I have no idea how to handle this." And for the first time since we've been here, I saw Jaxon get emotional. He quickly wiped the tear away from his eye, and looked back at me.

"Sure Jaxo I'll stay." I smile and he gives me a sad smile in return. "That was his name for me , Jaxo, ever since we were kids, that was his name for me, I knew I was in trouble with him if he ever called me Jaxon." He chuckles, and laugh a little too, Jaxon steps closer to where I sat and where Justin was laying. "Hey big bro, you know you can wake up now. You're kind of hogging all the attention. That's my job you know." Jaxon playfully scorns. "Oh god just wait until you're awake, Ma and Aunt Yael are going go crazzyyy" Jaxon laughs, I guess that was his thing, to laugh so he wouldn't cry.

"Seriously bro. Wake up, I need you. Everyone needs you. If you don't do it for me. Do it for Brooklyn. " Jaxon says and I lightly smile. "I love you," I whisper to him before leaning over to kiss his cold lips. "Come on Jaxon lets go with the family." I take his hand and he nods.

"Wait" I spin around and I saw Justin opening his eyes. "Oh my god Justin!!!!" I run to him and through my arms around him. "I'm so sorry, I'm sorry. I really am. Please don't ever go away from me. Please." I ramble and Justin stops me. "you have nothing to be sorry for. I'm here because of the actions I made, none of them were your fault." He cups my cheek and kisses my lips. "Guess true love's kiss does wake anyone up. Snow White and Princess Charming." Jaxon winks before walking out.

"That kid really is something else." Justin shakes his head, I just laugh and nod my head. "I'm gonna go get a doctor, I'll be back." I kiss his cheek. "Ok.." I don't know but I was afraid if I let go, Justin was gonna slip away from me. "No need to come and get me, your brother Jaxon came to get me." The doctor walks towards where Justin was laying.

"I just need to check a few things and I'll be out of your way." The doctor says and I nod my head, it was clear that Justin wasn't feeling the whole checkup thing, where he had to be touched. Especially since it wasn't a woman, it was a man. "Well Mr. Bieber, the car crash did quite a number on you. You'll be in here for a few months a day, not to mention you'll have to be in bed rest for a few weeks after." The doctor takes notes on his clipboard before looking back up at Justin.

"Also I can assign you a care giver to help you with taking your medications and with daily needs. " Justin shakes his head, if it's one thing Justin hates, it's when people take care of him. He likes to do everything his self. "Do I have too." Justin whines and the doctor chuckles. "I'm afraid so Mr.Bieber, it's quite necessary if you want to go back to a normal life again." The doctor says and he rolls his eyes. "Well can atleast assign my personal nurse." He wiggled his eyebrows to me, causing me to blush. This kid literally almost died and he wakes up horny, why am I not surprised.

"I guess this lovely young lady is fit for giving you the medicine I prescribed to you." The doctor smiles at me and I heard Justin scowl, when the doctor leaves I'll handle that jealously issue. "When do you think he'll be able to go back to school?" I ask the doctor and he shrugs. "I don't know yet maybe a month or two, when he comes back for his next checkup I should be able to tell." The doctor assures me and I nod my head. "Thank you doctor, it means a lot." I smile and he winks back. "That's what I'm here for." He smiled flashing his teeth once more before walking out.

"I was two seconds away from shooting him." Justin scowls and I just laugh. "Justin, I'm 18 and he's like 25 there's no way in hell that it would ever happen, my eyes are only for you." I kiss his cheek. "Yeah yeah, I still don't like how he was looking at you." He growls once more. "Justin, how many times do I have to tell you. No matter what or how many guys look at me, you'll be the only guy I see. No one can change that." I kiss his lips once again.

"Justin, I'm sorry for not believing you. I'm sorry for trusting some slut over you. It's just I'm so used to it being true I just-" Justin stops me. "Brooke, I'm not gonna hurt you. I wouldn't dare dream of it. Hurting you, means loosing you, and I can't afford to ever loose you." I smile at that. "I don't ever want you to loose me." I kiss his lips. "You need rest, so I'll be back later." I turn to walk out but Justin tugs on my arm,

"Come on baby, right, come cuddle." He opens his arms, I couldn't help but laugh. "Justin, I don't think it's a good idea." I sigh and he shakes his head. "Who cares what anyone else sees or thinks, if they have a problem they'll go through me." Justin huffs and I just smile at him. Boy what did I get myself into?

I climb in the hospital bed and settle beside him. "I love you, you know that right?" Justin kissed my forehead before wrapping his arms around me. "Yeah, and I love you too."

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