Broken

32."..He's not just some guy.."

Brooklyn

Another three days has past and Justin still hasn't talked to me. I haven't gone to school since that day I saw him, it broke my heart, I couldn't bring myself to go to school after that. I couldn't watch him not talk to me. So I skipped school and Isabella brings my homework everyday, and it feels as if everyday I get worse. I wish I knew what I'd did to deserve this.

"Brooklyn honey, Isabella's here." My mom calls and I nod sliding out of my bed, I slowly make my way downstairs. "Here's today's homework, not much today but yeah." She says handing me my backpack. "Thanks Bella." I hug her. "Isabella honey why don't you help Brooklyn with homework and you can stay for dinner." My mom smiles and Isabella nods. Isabella and I climb the stairs back to my room.

"How ya feeling?" Isabella asks me as she opens her books. "I'm feeling fine." I say as I pull the books out of my book bag and begin to start my homework. "Brooke, I know you're not fine." Isabella sighs and I roll my eyes. "What do you expect me to say?" I ask her. "Do you expect to say that I'm perfectly fine? Do you expect me say that I'm ok without him?" I angrily say and she shrugs innocently. "Well it's not! I miss him like crazy! Do you understand how it feels when the person you love doesn't believe you!" I close my books and move them to the side.

"It's like the life was taken out of me. I can't function without him. He's my everything and to wake up and not hear him speak to me it hurts like hell. I just want him back. I want is back, I love him so much it hurts." I just wanted Justin back. That's all. It hurts so bad without him here with me. "Brooke, what's that on your arm?" Isabella points to the scars. "A-A-Are you doing that because of him" I quickly pull down my shirt and turn away from her.

"Brooklyn Marie Santiago, look at me." Isabella strictly says towards me and I turn my head. "Bella it's not all because of him... I just..." I stutter I don't know, I was at lost of words. I had only done it once and that was New Years. "Brooke, don't hurt yourself over a guy. He's just a guy. Don't do this again, you've come too far to start all over again." Isabella looks at me and I wipe the tears that were falling off my face.

"Isabella, he's not just some guy!" I exclaim. "He's the love my life, don't you get it!?" I sigh and she just looks at me. "Maybe this was a mistake but I felt like my old self again, the girl who harmed herself! It's not something I'm proud of and I don't need you picking out my mistakes, you don't understand and you never will because you're little miss perfect and you don't make mistakes!" I needed to get out of here, I sigh and walk out my room and run downstairs and out the door leaving my bestfriend and my family behind.

Walking towards an old park that I used to visit when I was upset, I settle down on a swing and start to think. I know I shouldn't have blown up at Isabella like that she was only trying to help me, but she's never understood what it feels like to hurt. All her life she's been handed things to her, whatever she wanted, she's never had to cry over anything, I couldn't possibly expect her to care.

"Hey." I almost jumped but I settled down when I realized it was just Jazzy. "Hey, what are you doing here?" I asked her, considering well her brother and I weren't on good terms. "Well things at home aren't going well, I mean Justin's lost his mind, he's blowing up at everyone and I just had to get out." Jazzy sighs and takes a seat on the swing next to me. "So why are you here?" she raises an eyebrow and I sigh and kick my legs.

"Same reason as you, except I was the one blowing up at everyone." I force a laugh and Jazzy lightly smiles. "How is he?" I ask her, and she shrugs. "He's I don't know, I've never even seen my brother like this. He's so depressed and it's driving me crazy, because I can't do anything to help him." Jazzy looks towards me with her eyes full of sadness. "I wish there was something I could do, but he won't let me in, he won't let anyone in." She quickly wipes a tear that managed to escape her eyes.

"Jazzy it's not your fault, he just needs some time and I'm sure everything will be alright." I try to assure her and she shakes her head. "He doesn't need time, he needs you." Jazzy says kicking her feet off the ground. "And let's be real here, you need him just as much as he needs you."I sigh, I knew she was right, but how was I supposed to get through to him if he wouldn't even listen to me. "Jazzy, I know, I need him more than I've ever needed anything in my life, but I can't do anything about it, he won't listen to me." I tuck a piece of hair behind my hair.

"Then make him listen, Brooklyn get your boyfriend back. Don't let this happen. You need him and he needs you, don't let him go this easy." Jazzy smiles at me. "You're right, I'm gonna make him listen to me." I smile towards Jazzy. "That's great, then he'll finally stop being a jerk and stop mopping around." Jazzy hugs me. "Thanks Jazzy for the little pep talk." I smile at her and she shrugs.

"You're like a sister in law to me and I'd hate for Justin to just loose the best thing that's ever happened to him." Jazzy gets off the swing. "Jazzy! Jazzy!" Justin runs towards us. "Jazzy, I was looking all over you and I'm sorry I didn't mean it I'm just upset and yo-" Jazzy stops him. "Justin, it's ok, I think there's something else that needs to be discussed." Jazzy says motioning towards me. "See you at home big bro." She says as she pats him on the back and walks away.

"We need to talk."

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