Wednesday
8:00 am
I forced myself to get out of bed this morning because my mom said we were having an Arabic breakfast. My dad is Arabic and my mom is British so I get a wide variety of culture lmao. Anyway, basically we had Pita bread with Fig Jam, Union (Spam), and Lebanae (I probably spelt that wrong but it's this really good yogurt stuff that we put olive oil on). You dip the bread in the Lebanae and Fig Jam and god is it good.
Skip ahead, I get on the bus and I'm on my way to school. My emotions have been up and down this morning as well. I ignore it. It's normal, right? Teenage hormone crap. Nothing special. I arrive at the school. My friend is talking with this nice girl who I talk to sometimes during lunch. My friend doesn't talk to me in the morning anymore. I don't blame her. The girl is better than me in every way. She is better to talk to than me. Not riddled with anxious thoughts. They are always laughing together. I just want the best for everyone so no hard feelings. I would replace me too.
Once they had to part ways then my friend decided to talk to me. I finish up at my locker and we walk to history together. She talks kinda quiet and I can't hear her at times but I'm pretty good at faking reactions. What, I'm too awkward to ask her to speak up.
alright I'm going to be honest, I'm writing this the next day and I can't remember what I did yesterday so I'm just going to leave it like this. Ok? Ok.
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My Pathetic Life
RandomI natrate my life in my head all the time. It's weird. So I'll write down. -tw- self-harm depressing thoughts not-eating crap swearing
