reddie oneshots

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for anybody who read my other it fanfiction, i wrote pretty much the same chapter in that book, but with different people. with that being said ⚠️rape and self harm tw!⚠️
also, this story ranges from chapter i-m so the tw ranges from here to chapter m.

     "you're weak henry!" i shouted at the older boy, who in turn, glared daggers at me.
     "what did you say to me, faggot?" he snarled.
     i opened and closed my mouth. "you're weak," i finally squeaked out.
     he took a few menacing steps towards me, and the little confidence i had left diminished. i took off out of the pharmacy doors, and into the cold air.
     my mom made me put a sweater on, i layered a t-shirt on under it, and paired it with long shorts. i refused to give up my summer, but now i was wishing i had listened to my mother.
     i could hear the slapping of henry's feet on the pavement behind me, and my throat seemed to constrict.
     the sun was beginning to set; the cool wind growing colder by the minute.
     i pushed myself harder, trying to make it to my house before henry caught up to me.
     there was a shortcut i could take through the woods, but it was risky. one little slip up and henry would have me for sure.
     i decided to try for it anyway; besides, i couldn't keep running forever. my stupid asthma would never let me.
     as i was running, my sneakers got caught in the tree roots. i stumbled and fell, but was able to scramble back up to my feet. of course, now henry was much closer to me than he was.
     "if i get my hands on you, you little bitch, you're fucking over!" henry panted behind me.
tears began streaming down my face. he's gonna kill me he's gonna kill me he's gonna kill-
i shrieked when i felt his hands wrap around the back of my sweater. somehow, i managed to twist myself out of the sweater, leaving me in only my t-shirt.
the air instantly froze me, but i continued to run. tears kept falling down my face, and i couldn't breath anymore.
i could see the end of the woods in front of me, and i felt a smile spread across my face.
then, i tripped. i went sprawling to the ground; my knees and hands getting scraped on the rough ground.
i cried out, and henry nearly tripped over me.
"oh oh oh, the little fairy finally went down, huh?" henry growled.
"i'm not gay henry!" i screamed, my voice cracking. "i'm not!"
he grabbed me by my arms and drug me to my feet. i could feel the bruises forming already on my arms from his iron grip.
he pushed me hard up against a tree; my head snapped back, causing me to see stars, and grabbed both my wrists with one hand. he stared at my wrists. "well well well, i guess somebody wanted attention huh?"
i squirmed against him. "henry," i squeaked. "i'm sorry, please let me go."
"not until i've had my fun with you," he snapped before pressing his lips to mine.
he kissed my roughly, and stuck his tongue in my mouth.
i tried not to gag as he bit down roughly on my bottom lip. i gasped when i tasted blood, and tried again to get out of henry's grasp.
"stop fucking moving!" he snarled, and punched me in the stomach.
i saw stars, and for a moment the only thing holding me up was henry's hands. in that moment, henry's other hand began untying my shorts.
"no!" i screamed. it echoed loudly around the woods and back at me.
he grabbed me roughly by my face, forcing me to look at him.
"do not fucking tell me no," he snarled before smacking me across my face.
i cried out, and began sobbing as henry continued to take off my pants.
he slid my shorts and boxers off, leaving me completely exposed.
     i wanted to scream, but i didn't dare tell him no again.
     he forced me down onto my knees, and pulled out his knife and held it against my throat.
     i gasped as i felt the sharp edge begin to lacerate my skin.
     "if you make any noise the sounds like a 'no' to me, you're done," henry warned. "got it?"
     i sniffled and nodded.
     "get on the your hands and knees," henry demanded, to which i obliged.
     i sobbed harder as i heard his jeans hit the ground.
    "it's gonna be ok," he whispered cruelly.
     he placed his hands on my hips, and i closed my eyes, swallowing my pride.
     right as he shoved himself into me, he snarled, "you brought this on yourself faggot!"
     my airway completely closed, and i passed out.

     when i woke up again, henry was looming over me, buckling his belt.
     he looked down at my and curled his lip in disgust. i was still confused, and i looked around. i could see my shorts laying abandoned by the tree in the mud, but not my sweater.
     "henry?" i asked, my voice cracking. i cleared it. "do you know where my sweater is?"
     "he scoffed. "you lost it like half a mile back," he rolled his eyes, but then his face darkened. 
     he grabbed me again, slamming me into the tree. i barely had the strength to cry out.
     "if you tell anybody about this, especially your little losers club or whatever you call them, all of you are dead, got it?"
     he didn't know that we hadn't had any communication for over two years. not after it. but still i nodded my head. "ok henry."
     he dropped me, and i gasped at the pain i had from my waist down.
      "you're scum kaspbrack." he walked away.
     tears filled my eyes. "i know," i whispered to myself.
     after another moment of self pity, i stood painfully on my feet. i grabbed my muddy shorts, and slipped them back on, and started walking again.
     i hated myself. i had been so close, so fucking close, to getting out of henry's grasp, but i didn't.
     a small sob escaped my throat once i reached the sidewalk.
     i wanted to leave, so bad. i could jump off the quarry, i thought to myself. that water will freeze me in an instant.
     i knew i didn't have the balls for that though. all of my dignity was gone. i'd just 'accidentally' overdose on my medicine, i decided.
i wasn't paying attention to where i was headed, so when i heard somebody scream "Eddie!" and get pushed to the ground the only thing i could do was scream and curl up into a ball, making sure my wrists were as hidden as they could possibly be.
i slowly opened my eyes. "r-richie?" i asked, my voice shaking.
"oh, eddie!"