Mein Geschichten-Buch

Hold on... Please

Das Lied oben hört ihr euch am besten während des Lesens an, da ich denke, dass es ganz gut passt.

,,You're not alone." And again she hears his voice, so clear, so loud like he's sitting right next to her. But that's a lie. He isn't here and he'll never be again. He's gone, forever. Tears stream down her face at those thoughts, her hands clench themselves in fists. ,,How could you?",she shouts, still crying. ,,Why did you leave me? I don't understand!" Her voice is nothing more than a whisper, drowned in tears. ,,I need you, Ben." She closes her eyes, hoping to see his face, his pretty, dark hair, his smile that makes her feel loved and at home, wanted, needed. But there is nothing, only emptiness around her, in her heart, everywhere. And there is nowhere left to hide from this biting, bitter feeling, the overwhelming knowledge that he gave up himself for her to live. ,,It's your fault",a quiet voice whispers in her. ,,Without you, he'd still be alive." And she's right. Of course she is. ,,I should have stayed on Jakku",Rey says, staring at the wall. ,,Then you'd still be here, Ben." More and more tears stream down her face, drip on the floor. Feelings of guilt fill her heart, her mind, send pain through every inch of her body, but this pain is not comparable to the pain that the loneliness leaves in her. She sighs. Now she has what she didn't want. She's alone, again. Her story ends, where it began: On a desert planet, in loneliness, forever. Because she will never be able to get over him, to forget him, his words full of pain, of love. ,,We are a dyad in the force, Rey. Two that are one." But now he's gone and so is a part of her. And what is left is emptiness, silence, the feeling of having been abandoned. To sad, to drowned in her thoughts she doesn't notice the figure, that sits in a corner of the building, the eyes closed, a peaceful smile on her lips. ,,I'm here, Rey. I'm here, forever." As the young jedi doesn't react, the figure, the man, sighs quietly. ,,Promise me, that you'll never give up. I'll always be here. Hold on... Please." Tears stream down his face, he bites his lip, nervous, afraid, that she'll never notice him. ,,I'm here",Ben whispers. ,,Don't forget me." He carefully walks over to her, always looking at her broken, sad image, and strokes her brown, soft hair. But she doesn't move, her gaze fixed on the ground, sometimes drips a tear on the dirty floor. ,,Rey, I'm here! I'm right here!",Ben shouts with a hint of impatience and anger in his voice, every inch of him is trembling. And now Rey looks up, her eyes widen. ,,Ben, you're back",she whispers, tears in her dark brown eyes. A smile flits across Ben's face. ,,Of course I am. I'll always be there for you",he says, while he leans forward and kisses her softly, longing, full of sadness and desire like no one ever kissed her. ,,I will never be able to leave you. You're my second part, my better half. And I love you. Remember that." Rey smiles, but this time, it's an honest, heartfelt smile. ,,I love you too, Ben."

Hey ❤
Ich dachte, ich schreibe mal einen Reylo-Oneshot auf Englisch, der nach Episode IX spielt. Ich hoffe, er gefällt euch. Lasst mir eure Meinung doch gerne in den Kommentaren da ❤
Liebe Grüße,
Cherriecookie14 ❤