I Should Forget You ~ Nemi

46.

DEMI P.O.V.: I looked at myself in the mirror while Nick was in the bathroom and shook my head with tears in my eyes. I sighed and closed my eyes as I tried to calm myself.

Demi: everything will be fine, you're healthy and I accept you (I smiled weakly to my reflection and moved to the bed when I heard Nick was close to get out of the bathroom ready to go to the beach)

Nick: hey, everything okay? (I nodded smiling and he grabbed our bag) let's go then (we were about to leave the room when he wrapped an arm around me and kissed my forehead) I love you, just needed to tell you again

Demi: and I love you too (I pecked his lips sweetly and we left the room finding Sophie in the hall)

Sophie: morning guys

Nemi: morning

Nick: where's Joe?

Sophie: he's still getting ready but I wanna get a good place in the beach so I wanna go already

Demi: I'll go with you and Nick can stay here waiting for Joe

Sophie: that's cool, let's go (we left Nick and Joe there and after sitting in the towels close to the sea, I noticed Sophie looking at me with a serious expression) I see something's going on with you, what is it?

Demi: (I sighed and she nodded knowing she was right) I don't think I can be with Nick, is like a whole lot of pressure and we aren't even public yet (my voice broke at the end of the sentence and Sophie sighed)

Sophie: why can't you be with him?

Demi: have you seen me? I mean Soph, you know me now, I'm not half of what Nick should have. He deserves much better than me

Sophie: don't you think he chose you cause he thinks you're what he needs and wants?

Demi: he's like the best person inside out and it's dating someone as ordinary as me. He dated Olivia Culpo, Miley Cyrus, Selena Gomez, Priyanka Chopra and you expect me to feel confident? Like, they're all really beautiful and perfect and I'm just an ordinary mad girl (I dried the tears off my cheeks and she wrapped an arm around me)

Sophie: Demi, that boy loves you for real, whether you think you're less or not than the other women he dated, he thinks you're perfect...I mean, have you even seen how he looks at you? He's so head over heels for you

Demi: I can't see him regret choosing me in some months when another your girl wins Miss Universe's pageant and going to her. I'd rather not have him than losing him

Sophie: you won't lose him Demi, you need to believe more in yourself. You're beautiful and talented and he loves you as much as you love him. Stop overthinking about anything else, focus on you, that's all. I'm telling you cause I've been there too, I've felt that too and if it makes you feel any better...I used to compare myself with you cause I thought "wow, Joe dated a girl as beautiful and amazing as Demi, he won't ever love me as much" (we laughed) and he did. Stop stressing boo, and start living happiness, you deserve it

Demi: thank you (I hugged her and she giggled) you're the best friend I could've asked for

Sophie: same to you beauty (the boys arrived to where we were and Joe studied us)

Joe: what is this?

Demi: nothing

Sophie: everything is okay (Joe sat besides Soph and Nick glanced down at me after taking his t-shirt off)

Nick: come with me to the water?

Demi: umm (Sophie elbowed me slightly and I nodded) sure

I took off my dress and we walked to the sea in silence.

Demi: Nick? (He looked at me) I'm sorry if I've been weird lately, I'll try my best to stop with that

Nick: what? Don't worry about it, I just wanna see you happy, that's all (I smiled at him)

Demi: thank you angel

Nick: anytime angel (we laughed and he splashed me some water starting a water war)