Just Friends(On-going)

Chapter 20

Chapter 20

Klaus's POV

I don't want to leave Alliyah but I have no choice. I need to choose between heart or life.

I know na matagal palang na may gusto saakin si Alliyah but I can't. We can't have each other for now. Nasasaktan din ko sa ginawa ko pero this is for the sake of us . I know I'm a jerk for leaving her without saying goodbye but this is the best thing to do kasi baka pag nag paalam ako sakanya ng harap harapan di ko magawang umalis pa.

Alam ko naman na maalagaan sya ni Dylan. Alam ko rin ba di sya pababayaan. Sila naman talaga dapat eh, hinarangan ko lang sila. Mahal nila yung isa't isa pero pinaglayo ko sila.  Ano kaya mangyayari kung di ko sila pinaghiwalay? Is that possible na mamahalin ako ni Alliyah more than friends?

Di naman talaga si Tita yung may gusto na wag nang ipaalala si Dylan kay Alliyah, ako. It's all my fault kasi ayaw ko ng may mawala pang taong mahalaga sa buhay. Alliyah is my bestfriend and my little sister. I can't afford to lose her beacuse of someone or me. Nakita ko nung nawala Tito kung gano ka miserable si Tita and si Alliyah yung kinuhanan nya ng lakas kaya gagawin ko ang lahat kahit magmuka pa akong masama para sa mata ng iba.

Ngayon hahayaan ko na silang dalawa, I want them to be happy, especially Alliyah. I know this will be hurt so much but I need to do this. Babalik ako, babalikan ko sya. Babalikan ko si Alliyah.

Alliyah's POV

To my tabs:

"Tabs sorry for leaving you, I know sabi ko sayo I'll never leave you alone pero I need to do this sana you understand. After that night di ko na kayang humarap sayo, nahihiya narin akong pumunta sa hospital kasi nakakahiya sayo especially to Dylan. Alam kong alam mo na lahat, natatandaan mo na lahat. Sorry dahil di ko sinabi sayo, I know that so selfish for me and unfair to you but wala akong magagawa I can't afford to lose you so I choose that thing. Tatanggapin ko kung di mo ako mapapatawad it's okay I understand. Take care always, alam kong you are in good hands. Alam kong maalagaan ka ni Dylan. Alam kong ayaw mo sa mga promises pero eto lang mapapangako ko sayo, babalik ako. Di ko lang alam kung papabalikin mo pa ako pero I will gain your trust again. Babalikan kita. I love you Tabs"

                                                          -Klaus

Naiyak ako sa mga nabasa ko, I know may dahilan si Klaus kung bakit sya nagawa yun, because sabi nga nila everything happens for a reason. Siguro malaki yung rason nya kaya nya nagawa yun.

Di nyo ako masisi kung bakit ganto ako, he's my bestfriend, my saviour, my partner in crime, my big brother and my love...

He's everything to me kaya ganun nalang yung naging reaction ko about sa pag alis nya. Mas maging masakit lang kasi mahal ko sya, di bilang kaibigan kundi biglang sya.

Mamimiss ko sya, yung pang aasar nya, yung pag hatid sundo nya saakin, yung pag sesermon nya,  lahat lahat mamimiss ko.

Ayaw ko naman magdipende sa sinabi nya na babalik sya dahil di ko laam kelan sya babalik.  Ayaw kong umasa sa sinabi nya dahil walang kasiraduhan yun. Ang gagawin ko nalang ngayon kakalimutan ko yung nararamdaman ko sakanya. In short mag momove on na ako.  That's the best to do for my own good.

Pumunta ako sa may salamin. Ang haba narin pala ng buhok ko. Hiwakan ko yon at naisip ko na dapat baguhin ko yung sarili but in good ways.

Nagdesisyon ako na magpagupit, nagpasama nalang ako kay Dylan para mabilis kasi may kotse naman sya and gusto rin naman nya.

Habang nasa byahe kami papuntang parlor binuksan ko yung music player dun at nagpatugtog, nag play bigla yung Wait for me by Elliot Yamin

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you, and I'm wishing you would come back through my door
Oh, why did you have to go?
You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone

Bakit kasi agad mo akong iniwan Klaus? Saan ka ba pumunta? Bat iniwan mo akong mag isa?

Girl, you could have stayed but you wouldn't give me a chance
With you not around, it's a little bit more than I can stand
Oh, and all my tears, they
Keep runnin' down my face
Why did you turn away?

So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you want it to be

Yan ba yung dahilan Klaus?

So, baby, I will wait for you
'Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby, I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I'll wait for you

Sinabayan ko na yung kanta

Been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me?)
You gotta be feeling crazy
How can you walk away
(When) everything stays the same?
I just can't do it, baby

Nagulat ako dahil kumanta natin si Dylan, ang ganda ng boses nya at feel na feel nya yung kanta

What will it take to make you come back?
Girl, I told you what it is, and it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me?
You're still in love with me
Don't leave me crying

"Alliyah.." tawag saakini ni Dylan at tumingin saakin

Humarap ako at sumagot" Baket Dy?"

Baby, why can't we just, just start over again
Get it back to the way it was?
If you give me a chance, I can love you right
But you're telling me it won't be enough

"Di na ba talaga pede?" Mahinang bulong nya

"Huh? Di kita narinig. Pakiulit nga Dy" sabi ko sakanya dahil di masyadong marinig

"Wala, nevermind" sagot nya at humarap na ulit sa daan

So, baby, I will wait for you
'Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby, I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I'll wait for you

So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you're keeping inside
That is not how you want it to be

Baby, I will wait for you
Oh
Baby, I will wait for you
If it's the last thing I do

Narinig ko naman yung sinabi ni Dylan eh, di ko lang talaga sinagot. Alam ko kasing masasaktan ko sya sa isasagot ko kaya nagpanggap nalang ako na di ko narinig.

Baby, I will wait for you
'Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby, I will wait for you
If you think I find it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I'll wait for you

I'll be waiting

Dahil sa kantang yan, I decided to wait for him, hihintayin ko sya kahit gano pa katagal, I'll wait for you Klaus. That's a promise.