Chapter 25
Natapos na yung class ko and bago umuwi kinausap rin ako ng mga professor namin na by next day nalang day magu-umpisa yung remedial classes ko beacause last semester na to and malapit narin yung extance exam naming sa mga papasukan naming mga universities.
I’m planning to go at UST or University of Santo Tomas. That was our dream school since we’re was a kid. Yes, our dream school pero parang ako nalang hata ang magtutupad.
“Alliyah what’s your dream?” Tanong saakin ni Klaus habang nasa park kami
“I want be a doctor. Surgeon to be exact” ngiti kong sagot
“So saan tayo maga-aral?”
“What? Saan tayo? Baket parehas ba tayo ng kukunin ha?!”
“Yeah. I want to go at UST pero—“
“What?! UST?! As in University of Santo Tomas?!” gulat kong tanong
“Yeah. That’s my dream school. ”
“Fuck!”
Tinignan nya ako ng masama“Don’t cuss Alliyah”
“Opo, sorry pero seryoso dream school ko yun.”
“So. Wala na pala akong kailanganin problemahin. ”
“Problemahin?”
“Nevermind. Sabay tayong papasok ng dream university natin okay Tabs?”
“Pero—“
“No, buts okay?”
“Aish bahala ka nga jan hmp” at tumawa lang sya
It makes me sad kasi di kami sabay papasok ng dream university naming pero I need to pursue my dream kahit wala na sya.
Nag-scroll nalang ako sa FB account ko and while scrolling nakita ko nag-post ulit yung fav author ko ng another poem I don’t really know kung poem ba yung or what. He’s a writer in Facebook. He’s kinda famous or really famous I think? Well di narin ako nagugulat kasi magaganda naman yung mga works nya and really inspiring.
Just Friends
I know that in don’t own you,
And perhaps I never will, so my envy when you’re with her,
I have no right to feel.
I known that you don’t owe me,
and I shouldn’t ask for more,
I shouldn’t feel so let down,
All the times when you don’t call.
What I feel, I shouldn’t show you,
So when you’re around I won’t ,
I know I’ve no right to feel it, but it doesn’t mean I don’t.
Shit this hits me. Coz I’m just the one who loves Klaus in the first and I shouldn’t loved him higher than the friend love can reach. I can’t blame him, I have no right to blame him coz in the first place he didn’t even ask me to loved him how much I loved him right now.
I hit the heart reaction and commented
“I really loved your works but this one hits on me really hard.”
Just a few of second he replied
“Thank you for reading. I hope that the pain inside you will ease. Sorry ”
Sorry? Why sorry?
“Nah, so need to say sorry. ”
But second past and minutes he didn’t replied so I just scroll for he’s other works.
You are not mine,
But sometimes
I pretend that
You wish you were
I create this idea
That you secretly
Want me
And I often forget
It’s just something
I’ve made up
You do not want,
and you are not mine.
While reading this poem it really makes my eyes teary coz it eally hits on me hard and made me think. If the genie thing is real I want to wish that Klaus will be able to love as me not because he's ny bestfriedn or what. i know it was selfish pero di naman totoo yung genie so it means na di rin magiging totoo.
I hope that Klaus and Porshia are just fine and doing well. They love each other and I don't want to messed up in there relationship. I'm happy that he with the someone he truly loves. Yes, it kills me but I'm genuinely happy about them being together.
(Third Person's POV)
"Poshia keep on fighting I know you can do it" he said while Porshia is lying in the hospitals bed
"I'm tired of fighting I know I'm gonna die----"
"Shhh, no you're not gonna die okay? you'll survived I know that. I will never leave you okay?" he said and Porshia weakly laughed
"You're just here because my mom asked and you're just here because of pity and not because you loved me"
He looked away" You need to rest."
"Rest? I'm nearly dying so I don't need to rest"
"You can go back at the Philippines and go back to her" she bitterly said
"What are you saying huh?" he said
"Just leave me alone. I don't need you here" she said and he left the room with no words
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Sorry for the short ud:< It's already 11:26 pm and I need to sleep HAHA. Keep safe! Lovelots!❤
BINABASA MO ANG
Just Friends(On-going)
Non-FictionSorry Alli, your like a sister to me and you know that I'm inlove with someone. Sorry but I can't accept your love .... -Klaus Montero
