Don't love someone too deeply
Until you're sure that the other person loves you with the same depth
Because the depth of your love today is the depth of your wound tomorrow
I took her hands intertwined them and made her sit on my lap facing me . She gave me a weak smile as I bite my lip nervously. We were back together for now 2 weeks and it was so perfect . We kept on trying to see each other and it was great .
We were chilling together while watching Netflix . To be honest we weren't really focusing on the tv but on each other . We were ready to just ... do inappropriate things .
Taehyung : God you're so clingy when we are home .
Jisoo : Do you want me to stop ?
Taehyung : Hell no .
Jisoo : Just kiss me please ?
As we were about to kiss for the nth time a door bell stopped us . Before she could let go I dropped some kisses on her neck not letting her get up . I was annoyed by the fact that I wouldn't be alone with her when I heard Jennie's voice when my girlfriend opened the door .
Jennie : Oh Taehyung hi ...
Taehyung : What's up Jennie .
Jennie : I didn't know you were here she faked a smile are you two alone .. together ?
Jisoo : Yeah ... are you hungry babe ?
Jennie & Taehyung : Yeah .
We looked at each other eyebrows frowned . What the fuck . I was getting really uncomfortable and weird.
Jisoo : My babies are hungry .. be right back I'm going to order food for us .
She left and Jennie sat a little bit far from me on the couch as if we wanted to do social distancing . She didn't even glance at me and seemed impatient to have her friend back .
Taehyung : Whats bringing you here ?
Jennie : Just wanted to see my best friend ... is that a problem ?
Taehyung : Not at all ... if you don't mind I'm going to help Jisoo in the kitchen .
Jennie : Oh no ... you stay here I'm going .
She didn't even wait for me to respond that she began to leave . I was thinking during the whole time they were laughing together . I could see them a little . Jennie was so close to Jisoo that I started asking myself questions . I was wondering what she was trying to do .
When I saw how Jennie was touching Jisoo I got up and got closer to them especially to Jisoo . I nod acting like I was listening carefully to what she's saying to her friend when I wasn't really .
Jisoo : I'm so sleepy I want the food to come fast. she said eating snacks
Well we could've have fun before we could sleep together but we were interrupted .
Taehyung : You should've ask me to cook something for you .
She kissed me but stopped when Jennie made her phone fall . My eyebrows were so frowned that it made Jisoo wonder if i was upset .
The whole night was really tiring for me, I kept wondering when Jennie would leave us alone and she didn't . She was still here at 1 am and it was driving me crazy . All she did was keeping me away from Jisoo .
Jisoo's POV
Taehyung decided to go to sleep while I was still talking to Jennie . Before he could go I apologized to him for Jennie's behavior. Not gonna lie , I was upset too . I was wondering if she came for him and it was making me slightly insecure.
But something happened , something that made me completely freeze. Jennie , with her eyes starring at mine came closer to me . She then gazed at my lips before placing hers on mine .
My heart was racing like crazing I didn't know what to do . It felt like the old times . This wasn't our first kiss but kinda felt like it was . She came on top of me making my back fall on the couch .
I answered her kiss and actually let our tongues touch . I didn't think about Taehyung or anyone and it made me feel terrible afterwards .
Jisoo : Jennie I moaned .
Jennie : Yes .. she kept on kissing me
I pecked her lips one more time and got up . She stared at me with this look . The same look she gave me 3 years ago .
Jisoo : Jennie I think you need to go ...
Jennie : Jisoo her voice was trembling please ..
Jisoo : I'm sorry .
She wiped her tears and left slamming the door . It made Taehyung wake up . He got closer to me when he saw how in a bad state I was .
This night I didn't sleep well . I was thinking ... I kept on thinking and I just wanted all this to be over .