after over six cups o good ol coffee, i realised that i am so bad at communicating, that whenever i do it like a normal person, by just stating it simply, not having to repeat myself, not giving an overly long explanation or too many metaphors or similies or other ways of saying the same bs, and other people understand me, i am so euphoric and overwhelmingly exited that i physically shake and laugh that FINALLY communication is actually not that hard, bad or confusing and that oh god this must be what its like to be normal. or maybe i had too much coffee and everything is bliss.
i sound stupid
