i just realised how shaky i truly am. i used to be as still as a sneaky cat, or as still as an ice sculpture.
now im like... a human whos trying to become an ice sculpture, by covering themselves in water completely and standing in antarctica.
basically shaking like my heartbeat is trying to replicate an earthquake.
also im so antisocial/introverted that i need to spend like 6 days alone just to spent 1 day with people without feeling exhausted and depressed. my parents just think im over reacting but they dont know id literally rather die than spend another minute with them. not in a bad way, just in a " oh GOD leave me alone" way.
