Oof don't mind my pimples saying hello there ugh^^ Also, I almost,, look,,, cute?? Like, idk, it's, idk I'm just not used to looking average.
What's your FotherMucking resolution my guy?
Mines to stop procrastinating and to post more often.Uuuuuh, hope you're all not dead.
Seriously, don't die.
Anyways, uhm,,,
My parents found out I self harm so now they're planning on taking me to therapy but as u probably already know, sharing my problems makes me nervous and also we're really poor and therapy costs a lot I think and I don't want to be a burden and waste money on my unwanted, unworthy, stinky self so everyday feels like I'm falling, like literally my stomach feels like it's falling and I feel like I'm on the verge of a panic attack but the Sims 4 has distracted me for the whole day but now I have to go have a family dinner and I'm shidding my self thinking about this also did I mention they forced me to come out of the closet to them and though they're surprisingly accepting, I think it's only because I said if they didn't accept me I would never trust them again and though my mom is genuinely a nice person, my dad is very manipulative and I'm afraid of what he actually thinks of me.
Woooooo
That was a lot.I didn't even use a . In that whole thing.
Ummm.
Sorry if I made you sad by this, I just needed to vent.
Also sorry if I made you sad/disappointed that I keep not posting on my other books, but I also feel like none of you care about my dumb OCs.
I don't really care that much though. No offence, of course. I just feel like I made my OCs for fun, so I shouldn't stress about what I do with them, because it's all just for fun.
Sometime today I will post another chapter in my OC book.
I haven't been here for long but I don't know much about you as a person so comment 10 or less random facts about you if you want to.
And, In return, I will do the same:
1- I like rusty spoons (if u get this reference I will be your fremd instantly)
2- I am the physical embodiment of soup
3- my name is based off the word lemon, but I pretend it's based of the name Clement.
4- I'm st8 I only like girls 👁👅👁
5- When I turn 18 I'm shaving my head, and if I still have this app, I'm documenting it.
6- I live off pills, coffee and what I can only explain as adhd but I'm not diagnosed so i guess I'm just a hyper teen.
7- I'm celibate.
8- I wanna date bigfoot, but because he probably doesn't exist, I'm celibate.
9- I wanna be your friend :^))
10- If someone offered me crack or any other drug on the street, I would only say no because I'm guessing the person who offered it to me looked like they pissed in it or something and I'm a germaphobe. But other than that, I would 100% say yes.Guess which ones were true, and which ones were untrue.
Okay, now that you've done that or not done that, let's say goodbye for now.
Also, if it's not 1 January for you yet, then you probably dont love in England, because it's 1:03 am bayyybayyyyy!!!
Have a happy New Years my friends!!
Sincerely, Lem.
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