You build me up, and never tear me down.
You're always there when I need you the most.
But you never knew that. Even now your oblvious to it.
You drive me insane with guilt
With lust
With Joy
With solace
With pleasure
With sadness
You are everything I want but that's what makes you hard to get
Once I have you, will you want me?
Am I there for you when you need it the most? Do I drive you insane?
Do I invoke such forbidden emotions I'll so openly lay out for you?
Maybe I'm delusional and I'm the oblivious one.
The worries you cause me go beyond that of a phone.
You confuse me and arouse me.
It's almost unfair.
These emotions are blind.
They could be one sided but I'll never know.
I'll just build you up and never tear you down and just wait and see if you'll ever come around.
Even if you don't it's not your fault.
My emotions are blind, I just couldn't see.
YOU ARE READING
My 99 Thoughts
PoetryJust a collection of original poems written by me as well as elaborated thoughts. Swear its not bad. Maybe, idk. Some suggestive themes so fair warning.
