Why

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Why, why does my head hurt, why does my chest hurt, why are my knees  in pain from every movement, why do my shoulders pop with every stretch, why do my eyes feel heavy even when I sleep, why am I so sad even though everything is okay?

Why do I ask so many questions knowing I'll never get a clear answer?

Why don't I receive any answers?

Why do I question myself more than I do those who hurt me?

Why do I feel the need to always close up at a moments notice when things don't go my way?

Why do leave so easily?

Why am I so used to it?

Why do I feel lonely when I'm surrounded by people but feel angry when they get too close?

What did they do?

What do I do?

Why am hurting from nothing?

Why does my head hurt?

Why does my chest hurt?

Why are my knees in pain from every movement?

Why do my shoulders pop from every stretch?

Why do my eyes feel heavy even when I sleep?

Why am I so sad even when everything is okay?

Why am I like this?

"I don't know."

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