What's Done in the Dark

Chapter 43: Deshawn

"Deshawn I need you to keep DJ," Felicia says.

I'm sitting in the living room holding DJ. I know this baby, is not mine. I took him and got the test done yesterday. He doesn't look shit like me - he's light skin, with big lips, and big ears. The funny thing is I think this girl thinks I'm stupid. I think she believes I don't see the differences. I gave him almost five months and he still doesn't look like me. I have to admit I wanted him to be mine. I've been here through everything.

"I can't I have a drop I need to get to." Standing I put him in his swing. I left Keshawn with his mom, so I'm about to stop and see Tay, then pick him up before my drop.

"What time will you be done with your drop?"

"Not sure."

"Are you coming back over here?"

Tabatha and her kill me with this shit. I have stopped fucking with both their ass. Fuck them. I ruined my life to fuck with trifling hoes.

"Nope. I'm going home. I have to get Keshawn to bed."

"Ok." She pouts. "You coming over here tomorrow?"

Walking to the door, I don't turn around. "Don't know." The test results will be back within the next two days. I love little man, but I can't come over here with this lying bitch. Once I have the proof I'm going to show her and then chuck the deuces.

Walking to my car, I get in and text Nicolette.

Me: You have company?

Nicolette: No

Me: Is alright if I come over.

Nicolette: Sure

Starting up my, Cadillac Seville I bought from one of my mom's patients' grandmothers, I head over to Nicolette's.

Pulling up I don't see any other cars. I have tried to keep from seeing dude when coming over here. We have only seen each other one other time when I was bringing Tay home and he was bringing Bella home.

Getting out of the car, I knock on the door. Nicolette opens the door holding Tay. She hands me Tay and turns heading straight to the back where I hear crying.

Looking down I see Tay staring at me with those beautiful brown eyes like her moms.

"What's going on here?" I ask Tay.

Walking to the girl's room I look in and see Nicolette changing Bella diaper.

"They both shitted at the same time and it was up there backs. I hope they are not getting sick."

"They're probably fine," I say.

Looking down at Tay, I smile and walk to the living room. Sitting down on the couch I pick the remote up and turn the TV on to ESPN.

"Ok. I got her cleaned up. Now I can fix me something to eat," Nicolette says, walking in the living putting Bella in her swing.

My eyes roam over Nicolette she wearing some very small shorts and a tank top. Her hair is in a ponytail. "What are you about to cook?"

"I took some hamburger meat out so I was thinking about a burger and fries. Do you want one?" she asks picking up some blankets and toys off the floor. I stare at her ass while she's bent over.

"Huh?"

"Yea that's cool. I will take a burger."

"Ok." She says, placing everything in a basket on the side of the TV.

She walks in the kitchen and Savage walks out. He lays in front of the swing with his head on his paws.

"This should have been my full family. Not just a piece of, " I think to myself.