HTGAB101 :: changlix ✔︎

step OUT- H,WASK! »author note«

OH MY GOD THE BOOK IS OVER

what we have here is a long authors note that you can either read or skip over, since it's kind of really long :3

i recommend you stay, because i'm going to start off with an attempt at putting into words how much y'all mean to me !

the world. no, not the world. more
uh, the solar system. the universe? more than my own existence?

i can't... i can't put it into words 😔

i appreciate every single reader, be they a ghost reader, a voter, or a commenter. or some combination. and if you put this in a reading list, i see that too, so thank you !! to the random ones who have followed me, i thank you, too.

that's a lot of thank you's but i mean every single one :)

and, now, one specific person shoutout!!

FeLiXeU_skzee , wHERE DO I EVEN START? you started reading in january, and the comment spam was just so amazing and iconic that i had to follow you back. we were kind of just that way for a few months, neither making a move to become friends. mostly since i felt like you were out of my league and you felt confused as to why this author followed you out of the blue.

as a general thing, i'd like to thank everyone who did the q&a; i was really nervous about posting that, but i'm happy with how it turned out. though i've deleted the questions chapter, it was insanely fun to go through and do that.

i thank each and every one of you from the bottom of my heart to the top; i literally could not have done this without the support and love i get from all of you. seeing you guys commenting and voting makes me feel like i'm using my time well, even if other people don't think so. and i know i've had rough patches—our whole fandom hit a major roadblock just under a week after i published the first chapter—but pushing through them to finish the book was worth it, in the end.

i'm crying now~ eeeeee

you're all angels, honestly. this books has hit so many milestones thanks to all of you, and i can't express how lucky i feel.

liiiiiiiiike~ remember when the first chapter hit 2k, and i freaked out and cried and freaked out and almost screamed then cried some more? yeah, weLL IT HIT 3K AND IM GOING INSANE WHAHT MFKEKGKWKFKE

breathe in
breathe out
breath in and out and in and out
;-;

another thing that i think i've mentioned before but i want to say again:

i know a lot of authors and stuff will say this, but i'm always open if you want to say anything. and it's cliché (i have to point out clichés no matter what the situation is, in case you haven't noticed), but it's true. happy, bad, random, whatever.. i'm willing to listen. because you guys were here for me, so the least i can do is be there for you, should you need it.

"now, onto the less sappy stuff," she typed, as tears fell onto the phone screen and her hands still shook incontrolably (the one time autocorrect is my friend).

i have three extra chapters planned, so look out for those! we'll get to see why the HJFC exists, from a special perspective, a double date that's a bit overdue, and then there's something i wrote at three in the morning a few weeks ago.

you dont have to read them; they are of no consequence to the story itself. just little things i wanted to add—anecdotes, because why not?

also someone asked me a while ago why i put 'seungay' and not 'sungay'
it's kind of a stupid explanation
i have an skz text book and at one point seungmin changed his username to seungay and ig i just wanted to dedicate something here to seungmin so it's seungay now ヽ( ᐛ )ノ

(edit: the book was deleted in september 2020 because i did not want to go through 118 chapters to remove one character fjdjjs)

AND AND AND

im an idiot so i forgot to mention the comeback

it's sunday, the 28th of june, 2020, which means it's been 11 days. feels like yesterday that fREAKING GO LIVE RELEASED SCREEEEEEEEEEEEEE

ya girl didn't sleep (but honestly what's new) while waiting for those 14 songs (technically 10 new ones) to drop :D

easy SLAPS. no argument.
the boys all did so well :))

and wOah tHe rESt oF tHe 00' LiNeRs nEeD tO CaLM dOwN i'M a sEUnGMiN sTaN

ok now that all this is over and i've stopped being emotional, it's time to hit publish

;-;

im scaredddddddddd

this authors note is longer than the first chapter lmao

thank you all, once again!

💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙

~ mrs. han nina

ps. you make me stay <3