The Prince's Heart.

CHAPTER 39.

Hello everyone!
Where do I begin? So to all of you who have noticed, these past few months have been the most hectic days of my life, I don't talk about the negativity I get but I do get that and criticism sucks, we make mistakes but we learn from them, we write not because of anything but because we love it and continue to learn more of it everyday. I was so sad about a situation that I decided I didn't even want to write anymore. I took down all my books including this with the aim of never publishing them ever again. Now, I can't even begin to describe the love I've been getting since after that, honestly so overwhelming changed my plans completely and now this book is back and hopefully will soon come to an end. But there will never be an end to our journey. I will continue to write forever because of you all. I thank you guys everyday and I love you all so much. Thank you, a thousand times

Anan.

I've never been kissed by anyone but Ahsab. I don't know how to kiss and I'd never imagined I would be kissing anyone but what no one tells you about kissing is that it's a fucking wing it moment.

His lips are gentle and soft on mine, so soft. I'm too shocked to even move. His lips are full on mine and my whole body is tingling, I can feel my heart so fast and I could feel Ahsab's too. I had never felt this intimate with anyone.

My thoughts seize when Ahsab's tongue slid in my mouth and he started kissing me. Passionately. My hands involuntarily wrap around his neck and I let out a moan, opening my mouth allowing him to kiss me harder. Ahsab groans and wraps his arm around my waist, roaming my body. Oh God. His mouth leaves mine and finds my jaw, trailing kisses further to my neck. Biting, nibbling. Why did this feel so damn good? But was completely wrong?.

"Ahsab"I felt his name fall out of my mouth in a whispering moan. He looks up and we're both breathless. At this point we both don't care about what's going on around us all we care about is this moment. Because right now it's just me and him. His eyes are boring into mine and I can't not look away, they hold so much in them and I can't believe that those feelings are directed at me.

"I love you"he whispers. I stare at him, I don't say it back. I don't know if I'll ever be able to say it back, maybe love was too mere for us but at that moment we both knew that we were everything to each other.

I brush back strands from his hair and lightly press my lips on his forehead then gently on his lips. When you love someone consequences are beyond to you. You have no care but that and for that person. Ahsab engulfs me in a hug and I close my eyes, my heart aches because a part of me felt like the moments that we were spending together would be our last but I didn't want to believe it.

"Come to Paris with me Ana"he whispers. "We know we can never change our destinies but we can make the most of what we have. You and I, just Ana and Ahsab, not the Crown Prince and Ayesha". He intakes sharp breath. "We could climb the Eiffel Tower, admire the Notre- Dame Cathedral, try French cuisines, stroll through the Rue Saint- Honoré and then at night we could have dinner and discuss nothing to everything"

I smile at him and nod. Someone once told me, I should destroy the fear that causes me to stay when I know I should leave and I'd do just that.

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At this moment, I know what I'm doing. Not only am I signing my death threat but also in the road to losing everything that is important to me but I really don't care. It's like when you're so scared of falling but when you fall, you realize it's not really so bad because falling makes you free.

I love Ahsab. So much.

Right now is all we have, I don't want to think about Princess Farah, my parents or Ahsab's parents all I want to think is nothing. All I want to do is live this moment because this is what I want. After this everything will go back to the way it was, we'd be strangers again. The thought of it happening hurt but it was necessary.

"You ready"Munira is standing by the door. She's the only person I've told, she's the only person I trust enough to admit truly what I'm about to do. She's leaving for Greece soon and I'm excited that everything she's dreamt of is finally being realized because no one deserves to be happy as much as Munira.

I nod. She approaches me and wraps her arm around me Munira. "You smell like strawberries"she chuckles and I laugh. Talk about weird.

"I really really really want you to be happy, Ana. More than anything. I will always support you"

I hug her even tighter. "As I do you, Munira. Always"

She lets go and puts her hand in her pockets. "Enjoy every single moment and send me as much pictures you can send"

I shake my head while putting my hair up in a bun, I had just come out of the shower and was getting my being ready. I had packed up a few clothes enough to fit in a gym bag and took up all my savings then finally got dressed in a white abaya. The same one I wore when Ahsab and I danced in the rain. It was a luck I bought it over here.

"Are you excited"Munira helps me zip up the bag. "Cause I am, my baby is finally going on her dream trip with the love of her life"

I flick her forehead. I hope my passport is ready because I seriously don't want to get into some illegal shit. As workers for the royal family, all our passports, documents were kept in the hands of the royals. I don't know who in particular, you just had to submit it.

Munira and I make our way out of the suite going up to the door. I wondered where Ahsab was, to be honest a part of me did want to bail out of this because thinking of it right now. It seemed completely absurd and deadly sinful. Paris wasn't far from here and the worst thing I wanted was to have regrets. God knows I already had enough.

I see Ibrahim waiting for me as soon as I step out. Luckily I don't have to worry about being seen because to everyone, some of the maids were going back to Mana today and they'd probably think I was one of them. While Ahsab could go to the end of the world and no one would dare question him.

"This way, Miss Ayesha"he gestures and I follow suite. I hug Munira for the last time before finally entering the car, which was a Maserati. I couldn't help but wonder where he was, a big part of me wanted to see him, because I was buzzing with questions. I loved how he payed attention, it's so rare. I once told him how much I loved Paris and he remembered. God he remembered. My heart aches because this is the last. After this, that's it.

It doesn't take us much time to reach the airport. I spend the whole time being nervous and praying to Allah because of the things I did and still continue to do. I don't notice when one of the securities opened the door for me. I step out and he guides me towards the royal aircraft. Ahsab is standing waiting for me and he's wearing normal clothes again.

A paid of jeans and white shirt. He looks so handsome more than usual and that's saying a lot.

"Hey"I say quietly wanting to hide the tone of uncertainty hoping oh so dearly I don't fail.

"You ready"he smirks. I nod.

He holds my hand and the reaction always hits differently. This man will be the death of me, that I can attain for. We walk up the staircase and I sit on one of the chairs instead of leading up to the bar. Ahsab requests for water and I stare at the window as the plane gets ready to take off.

I don't know if I'm ready for this or if I'll ever be ready. But I know one thing with Ahsab I can find the strength.