The Prince's Heart.

CHAPTER 47.

Madina Al Munawarrah
July 15, 2019.

Ahsab,
I don't know how to say goodbye because I can't and I don't know where to begin but from the start. I miss you and I know it sucks but I do and I can't help it. Your friendship has been the greatest light in my life and the moments we shared are something I will forever cherish.
No day passes that a vision of your face doesn't pass through my mind and as I take my daily walk with Baba, I think of you and everything about you.
So many questions haunt me daily. How are you? Where are you? Are you married? Are you in Mana? But most of all my dearest Ahsab, Are you happy?.
Because Ahsab, you made me so happy that I'm ashamed for I believe I didn't make you feel like that. When I had no one, you accepted me and showed me what it was like to be loved. I trust myself and I trust my feelings and I'm not gonna be anything other than who I am anymore, I owe that you. I discovered myself because of you, your love. It set me free and I realized it's true, some people can't believe in themselves until someone else believes in them first.
I love you Ahsab. You complete me. It's  crazy because I never thought love was real until I met you. And maybe it's the only real thing in this world. Do you remember Paris? I loved it and I loved you. Our time together there was ours and everything disappeared and I loved it. Maybe you wanted a piece of you with me, that's why you gave me the envelope of photos but I want you to know something, whatever happens, wherever we wind up. There will be a piece of you in me always and I'm grateful for that. No matter how bad stuff went, I want to thank you for what we had. From the bottom of my heart.
You're my light and my happiness. I love you. And I'm sorry for giving up on us when you never did. But don't worry, we'll find each other again in another life. I love you, always.

Your angel, Ana.