Feelings Not to Be Told

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Every night I hear them
whisper not to my ears
but to my beating heart.
They frequently remind me
on how beautiful they are
when being kept and I am
sure they are anodyne.

They are visible in my
eyes but I chose to be
blind so that pain won't
penetrate when I see you
holding someone's hands,
and that is how I enshrine
my beating heart.

And every time you sing,
they can't help but scream
by the inside so I had
to suppress the sensation
they send to my beating
heart and I have to scold
them to be numb at once.

They are supposed to be
strong but you're making
them so weak, but again
I have to stop them from
escaping and as I
continue to control them,
I learned to be contented
and be happy in silence.

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