Why Her? (SaiDa)

14 - I'm Not Gay

Tzuyu POV

"Do you like someone?" Momo asks me. I stay in silence.

"Tell me" She says again. "Who do you like?"

"She didn't say she likes someone" Mina answers Momo question.

"Tell me, Tzuyu" Momo asks ignoring Mina. "I wanna know"

"I don't like anyone" I say.

"You like Jihyo, don't you?" Momo asks ignoring me now. "It's pretty obvious"

"She doesn't want to tell you, Momo" Jihyo says.

"I like Jisung" I say.

"Park Jisung?" Sana asks confused. "Isn't he too young to you?"

"Not that Jisung" I say.

"Wait" Momo pauses for a moment. "Han Jisung?"

"The squirrel?" Sana asks confused.

"He's cute" Mina says with a smile.

"Do you want me to help you?" Momo asks.

"You don't need to do that" I say.

"Yes, do that" Mina says. "I want Tzusung to be real"

"Is he single?" Momo asks me

"I don't know" I say.

"Ask him"

"Do you want me to ask him for you?" Sana asks me.

"No" I say.

"I don't think Han Jisung is single" Mina says. "I don't even think he's straight"

"Now that you talk about it, I think he's dating someone else" Sana says.

"Who?" Momo asks.

"Felix"

"That's Changbin's boyfriend" Mina says laughing.

"Who is his boyfriend then?" Sana asks Mina.

"I don't know"

"See?" Momo asks. "I'm going to ask him on Monday"

"Ask Tzuyu if you can ask him" Mina says.

"Can I ask him?" Momo asks me.

No, you can't. I don't even like him, but I don't want you to find that I like Jihyo.

"Yes, you can" I say forcing a smile. "But don't be too obvious"

"I won't" Momo says with a smile.

"What about you, Jihyo?" Mina asks. "Do you like someone?"

Before Jihyo can answer to Mina's question, the bell rings signaling that we have to go to the classroom.

And now I'm wondering. Do you like someone? Who do you like? Do you like me?

Of course you don't like me. Why would you like me when there's many people more interesting than me?

The class was boring. The only interesting thing I did was look at you. You're beautiful. No, you're not beautiful. You're perfect.

I wish I could tell you how I feel. I wish I could date you, be your girlfriend, but I can't because I'm not gay.