Things We Never Had

Prologue

A gentle answer turns away wrath.
Proverbs 15:1

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Y U N A

I am an unlovely person and the thought of being in love and being loved is a big no no for me.

I grew up in my Auntie Mine's mansion here in Korea and I never thought that I can stay here for almost 4 years fantasizing that he loves me but hell no.

He didn't love me after showing motives, I thought everything was real. He comforts me but everything was just a game for him. Do I look like a barbie doll? Or a voodoo doll?

I guess she's right, I will never find happiness in everything and I will never feel being loved. I tried to be a better person while staying here in Seoul just because of him and he keeps on turning me down for unacceptable reason.

Being ugly is like a hell bro.

No one will love and accept you, even when you're kind and a faithful friend to them. Attitude is not enough for them to stay with you forever.

Yes, I have a friend here but they're all plastic as hell. They befriended me because my Aunt is 5 times richer than their families. I'm tired of being kind and soft hearted because all that I know is it will just end up on being alone again.

5 Months Ago.

"It's hearts day!" Eun Ae shout. She's half Pilipino and half Korean.

"Happy Valentines Day Girls." my greetings to them.

"Oh, same to you little sister!" Georgiana reply. She's half American and half Korean.

"Anyway where's Ae Ra?." Jenny asked. She's half Pilipino and half korean too.

"I guess she's with her boyfriend." Eun Ae said "Anyway who's your crush Yuna?." she asked.

"Oh me? No one of course." I replied.

"You're kidding me little sister, of course you do have a crush." Georgiana teased me, as always "It's already 4 years since you've hang out with us but you never tell who's your crush."

That's true I never tell so much story about myself because it's already past and i never been happy and confident sharing my stories to others.

"Don't have any plans on telling us eh?" Eun Ae said.

"Ok fine I'll tell you guys." I hang my hands in the air like. Ok I give up.

"Who's this lucky guy!?" they asked with a exciting tone.

"It's Justine." I whispered.

"Omaaay God!" they're surprised.

"I guess you should go confess to him!" Georgiana shouted.

"It's your chance to tell him what you've feel for him." Eun Ae said.

I nod to them and they all chuckled. We went in Justine's room and I'm lucky because he's inside and alone. I grab this opportunity to tell what I felt for him for freaking 4 years. Georgiana, Eun Ae and Jenny pushed me to get closer to Justine.

"We're going to leave you two here." Jenny said.

"We're just going to gym, good luck Yuna." Georgiana said and they all went out in the room.