Tattoo

Chapter 36

I'm soo glad that I'm finally at home. This day was full of depression. I'm not talking to Leo, he barely looks at me and I can't do anything with it. "Lucy?" Erik called from the bedroom. I walked there and stood between the doorframe. "Yep?" I asked and he smiled. "You're finally here." he said and spread his arms. I bet he expects me to run and hug him. Well, I don't feel like it."Yes yes. What are the plans for today?" I asked and Erik looks disappointed that I'm not in his arms. "Well, I'll visit the hospital and then we have signing. But I've already told you yesterday." he said. Hell no?! "Nope, you haven't told me anything." I said and looked at him in a silly way. "No? I thought that I told you." he said and I sighed. Yeah, I was planning on going out with him, but no. My plan falls apart. "What's wrong?" he asked me. Nothing. Everything is fine. "What? Nothing. It's fine." I said and walked into the kitchen. I'm so bored the past few days. On one hand it's fine because it means that school is fine and I'm not in a hurry, but on the other hand it's reaally depressing. "Lucy?" he called from the bedroom. "What?" I snapped and sighed. "Could you come here?" he asked. "No, I was there a minute ago. If you need something then it's your turn to come." I said and took my textbook. I sat down and opened it. Erik then stood in front of me and sighed so I'll notice him. "Do you have something to tell me?" I asked keeping the gaze on the textbook. He then took the book away and put it on the table. "I was reading it!" I exclaimed. "Are you angry?" he asked and sat down. "No. No." I said and grabbed the book from the table. Erik then took it again and put it behind his back. "You are angry. I can see it." he said and I sighed. Yeah, it's clear that I'm angry. "Babyyy, I'd like to be here with you. But this is also a part of my job." he said and took my hand in his. "Yes, I know. It's fine." I said and faked a smile. "That was the most fake smile I've ever seen." he said and pouted. "Please. Don't be sad. Nor angry." he said and with every single word he kissed my lips. "Yeah. It's not your falut." I said and sighed. It's not. At all. "Have you planned something?" he asked and I chuckled sadly. "Yes, I wanted to go out. But it doesn't matter, does it?" I said and walked away. I poured water into the glass and then Erik came. "Luuuc. I'm sorry. I really am sorry. But I can't change it." he said and sighed. "It's okay. I understand." I said and sighed too. I wanted to go out. For a walk. Or something. I just didn't want to stay here. "If you understand then could you kiss me? Please?" he asked and smiled worriedly. I kissed him and pulled away in a second. "Heeey, that was supposed to be a kiss?" he asked and I nodded. "No way! Try it again!" he said and chuckled. I sighed and kissed him. This kiss lasted a bit more.  "I should go. Aaand I don't know when I'll come back." he said and I nodded. " Bye. I love you." he said and looked surprised. "Will you answer?" he asked. "Yes. Bye. Have fun." I said the last sentence in a sarcastic way and walked into the living room. "I love you." Erik said as he walked in the living room and kissed the top of my head. I left the moment Erik had left. I went for a walk. "Lucy." somebody said behind me. Marcel. God why are you doing this to me? "Hi." he said and I looked away breathless. "Can we talk?" he asked and I nodded. We sat on the bench and he took a deep breath. "How are you?" he asked and I chuckled. "Don't act like you care." I said and he smirked. "Okay. Then why have you chosen Erik? You said that you love Marco and then you chose him?" he asked furious. "I know. I know. But believe me it's better this way." I said and he sighed. "I know that it's difficult. Your ex boyfriend is a jerk. But Marco isn't." he said and I laughted. "Okay. Your view." I said and stood up. "Lucy just think about it. Marco's better for you." he said and walked away. My relationship with Erik isn't strong and Marcel said this. I just.. this is the worst feeling ever. 

21:00

Erik opened the door and went straight to the living room. He kissed me and sat down next to me. "Did you have fun?" I asked and he nodded. "There were a lot of people." he said and I smiled sarcastically. "Were there?" I asked annoyed and he caressed my thight. "Were you at home the whole time?" he asked and I chuckled. "No. No I went for a walk." I said. "Alone?" Erik asked curious. "Yes. You know, my mom's in the Us and my boyfriend was away. I had no choice." I said and Erik sighed. "What have I done that you're acting this way? Lucy I love you, please don't act this way." he said and I sighed.  It's just the Marcel thing making me nervous. "Sorry. I'm sorry. I've been just tired from school and.. and.. it was just a bad day." I said and Erik looked at me. "Will you forgive me?" I said, trying to sound as sweet as possible and sat on his lap. "I'll think about it." he said and kissed me.