Tattoo

Chapter 44

"Luc, I've already told you that I don't know if your decision is the right one." Leo said. I sighed and drank the vodka. "But.. Leo, what shall I do?" I asked. "Honestly? You have to decide. But this time you have to be 100 per cent sure." he said. "I feel drunk." I said and chuckled. "Yeeep. Me too." he said and we started laughting. "The Christmas markets are just around the corner. Shall we go?" he asked and I shook my head. "Nah, I don't feel like walking. I better go home." I said and Leo nodded. "By taxi? Cause I'll definitely go to the markets." he said and laughted. "Byyy taxii." I said and we started laughting. We paid and left. "Be safe. Aaand if you need some help, call me." he said. "I'll call vodka!" I said and we started laughting again. "Bye bye Lucy boo boo." he said and left. I was about to dial taxi's number when my phone fell down. "Shit!" I said and picked it up. Two people appeared in front of me. I can't see their faces clearly because it's dark. Or because I'm drunk? "Lucy." he said. I immediately recognized the voice. Marco. "Yes! That's me sir!" I said and started laughting. I feel like crying, but I'm laughting. Yeah, I'm soo drunk. "Oh God. Are you drunk?" the other one asked. "Yes Marcel my friend. I'm drunk." I told Marcel. "Wh-what are tou doing here?" I asked them. "Christmas markets." Marcel answered. "Have you bought anything interesting?" I asked them and Marco shook his head. "Why are you so drunk Lucy?" Mardo asked me. I lost my balance and almost fell down, but Marco caught me. "Let's get you home." he said. "Home? Well, I don't have keys. My mom's in the USA you know, so I live with Erik you know." I said and chuckled. You know. "Oh." they both said. "You know, I'll call a taxi." I said and Marcel laughted. Marco slapped his arm and Marcel threw his hands in the air. "Okay. We'll take you there. But answer the question Lucy, why are you drunk?" Marco asked. "Okay. Marco take her home, I will go. Bye." Marcel said and left. "Why did he leave? Doesn't he like me?" I asked and pouted. "Why are you drunk Luc?" he asked me again. "You've already asked this million times! It's becoming annoying." I said. "Then answer my question." he said. "I'm not happy." I said. "Why?" he asked like he cares. "Truth? I don't even know. I should be happy cause I have the best boyfriend ever." I said and Marco laughted ironically. "You don't know why? But I do. Lucy you don't love him. You love me. Me." he said. Is he right? No. "Get your fingers away from my skin!" I said and took a step away from him. "I may be drunk, but not stupid! I love Erik okay?! He's nice and kind and.. and.. and I love him!" I exclaimed. "You don't Lucy. Don't lie to yourself." he said and I shook my head. "I love him." I said. "Okay then. Maybe you love him too, but you love me more." he said. I've got sober the moment I heared it. "You jerk! How dare you?!" I exclaimed and slammed his chest. "You will never be happy with him!" he said and my anger only built up. "Won't I? I'll be happier with him for sure! He can understand me and he cares about me! Not like you! Because the only person you care about is you!" I yelled and Marco stayed silent. "Do you relly think this?" he mumbled. "Yes! Yes, I do!" I exclaimed and hurt him even more. "Goodbye!" I said and walked away. To my surprise he isn't after me. He stands there and keeps his gaze on me.
Morning

I woke up fweling dizzy. Oh God! This reminds me when I was 18 years old and got a party. I can remember everything from yesterday. Even my meeting with Marco. My phone's started ringing. "Hello?" I asked. "Hello babe." Erik said and I sighed. I wondrper how he's like when he knows about my another meeting with Marco. "Hi." I said again and Erik laughted. "You've already greeted me." he said and I slapped my forehead. "Yeah. Sorry." I said. "Is something wrong?" he asked and I decided to tell him the truth. "I was drunk last night." I said in one breath. "Drunk? How? Why? Where?" he asked and I can feel the anger in his voice. "I was with Leo. And I don't even know why." I said and he sighed. "Okay." he said. "Are you mad?" I asked almost whispering. "It wasn't safe Lucy. I mean, you can go out of corse, but get drunk in the city center when I'm not at home. Please tell me how did you go home?" he asked and this answer will get him angry. "By taxi." I said. "What? Lucy!" he exclaimed. I knew this will get him furious. But the next thing is even worse. "Erik there's one more thing. I..uuum..I met Marco when Leo left." I said. "You what? And.. and why did he left?" he mumbled. "He wanted to visit the Christmas markets, but I didn't." I said and Erik kept silent. "Erik, but I went away. I promise." I said. "What did he tell you?" he asked. "He was saying the same old stupidities. That I love him, but as soon as he said this I got sober and yelled and.. and.. I told him that I love you Erik." I said and Erik sighed. "Okay. I have to go." he said. "Erik please don't be angry." I said. "Okay." he said and I sighed. "Erik I love you, you know that right?" I asked. "I know. And I love you too. Just.. I hate when he's around you." he said and I smiled. "You hate when he's around me as much as I hate those fans." I said and Erik chuckled. "I miss you." I said. "I miss you too Luc. But I really have to go. Bye." Erik said and hung up. Fine. He will get through it, but Marco's still bothering me. When I imagine that I could have drunk much more then anything could have happened. But what if he told me the truth. What if I love both of them? No! Maybe. I care about Marco, but Erik? He loves him and I feel kind of indebted. He loves me, so I love him too. As I was watching the match I've been feeling more sorry by every single minute that passed. Erik didn't play a single minute and BVB lost 0:1.

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"I'm back." Erik whispered in my ear. I groaned and turned around. "Hi." I said and he smiled. I immeadiately kissed him. "I'm sorry that you've lost." I said and he nodded. "Let's not talk about it please." he said and I nodded. Change subject. "Are you still mad?" I asked and Erik chuckled. "A little bit." he said so I kissed him again. "Now?" I asked and Erik chuckled again. He layed on top of me and started kissing me. "Eriiik." I mumbled and he smiled into the kiss. I moaned as he kept kissing my neck. "Eriik. Stop." I said and he looked at me. "Why?" he asked and pouted. "Did some creepy fans touch you?" I asked and he laughted. "No. And I wasn't smiling. Since you like me as a weirdoo." he said and I laughted. "Good boyfriend." I said and he chuckled. "Soo, since it's only midnight, we still have some time." he said and I furrowed my eyebrows. "Time for what?" I asked and he smirked. "Oh. I've almost forgotten." Erik said after he had stopped kissing me. "Well, my parents. They want us to come tomorrow." he said and my eyes have almost fallen out. "What?! You're telling me that just like that?!" I exclaimed and he chuckled. "Lucy, it's the 3rd advent and they want to meet you. I think there's no better chance." he said and I freaked out even more. "I-..Erik, what if..what if they don't like me?!" I asked and he took my chin in his hands. "I love you and they will love you too. You're smart, sweet, you care about me and you love me." he said. Yeah, that's the point. What if they're not sure that I love him with all my heart? "But.. I want to impress them. What if I do something wrong?" I asked and pouted. "If you do something wrong then I'm there to make it right." he said and it made me smile. "Okay." I mumbled. "But, will there be Lisa too?" I asked and Erik chuckled. "You like her, don't you?" he asked and I nodded. "Yes, she will." he said and started kissing me again. "Wait!" I screamed into the kiss and he pulled away and sighed. "What now?" he asked. "What will we bring them? I mean a gift! I can't come without anything!" I exclaimed and Erik shook his head. "A gift? Christmas is in one week!" he said. "But this will be my first meeting with them! Eriiiik!" I said and he sighed again. "Okay, then we'll buy flowers for mom tomorrow." he said. "And what about your dad?" I asked and he chuckled. "His dream is to meet my girlfriend. It will come true tomorrow. Nooow pleease let's not talk." he said and smirked. "Not talk? And what shall we do? Sleep?" I asked and he shook his head. "I'll show you." he said and started kissing me.