Dear Diary

I loved Him

Two people walked by the roadside, if one looks at the duo you will think that a brother was walking alongside his sister, the two were none other than Cathy and her new acquaintance. Both set their eyes on A teenage couple kissing under a tree near them, and they quickly looked away feeling wierd.

"Do you have a girlfriend?" The girl enquired

Squinting his eyes, he gave her a reply
"Well! Even i can't answer that, i am not sure what to say even if i wanted to "

"Oh, it's a complicated one i see, you still love her?"

"Yes, it feels like i just started loving her."

"Would you like to have some snacks?"

"Of course, Yes" he replied

"Let's stop by Eesha's kitchen at the end of the junction, they make tasty snacks"

He felt it wasn't nice to decline such an offer from Cathy, so he agreed.

At Dr. Mike's office

Meanwhile Dr. Mike listened to Aliyah who has finished introducing herself to him.

"Actually since you have written about it in your diary, i can say you have already started some sort of a theraphy, nevertheless that alone won't suffice, you will always need a professional advice. So tell me more and of course, this time with a smile" Dr. Mike commented

" Can i read from my diary?"

"Of course, you can, however you will listen when i talk, and answer my questions when i ask, okay?"

"Yes" she nodded and then brought out her diary, after skipping some lines, she began to read what she already wrote.

"... when he said he loved me, I didn't give in easily but he still stayed and proved to me that he loved me, alas, he succeeded in decieving me, when oneday i gave in.
It was after a lecture we had after noon, the temperature was high and so we went together to grab some cold drinks.
I remember pinky telling me that, he has passed all the tests, and that it was high time i  tell him how i felt about him.

We ordered our drinks and sat down at a table meant for four, pinky then excused herself and i was left alone with Sameer. I stared at him nervously, not knowing where to start from, i was wondering how to say it, however i just opened the lid i placed on my heart.

"Hey, i know you love me, i didn't believe it at first but over the past few months you did nothing but make me happy, i  must confess that i did test your love for me, but now i am convinced that your feelings are true.. I don't know how to say it but my heart beats faster Every time that i am around you"  i told him after deep deliberation.

He gave me a surprised look, a very bright smile appearing on his face and with with a doubtful voice he asked me what i really meant.

"Figure it out yourself" i said before standing up to leave. He sat down there and stared at me until i was almost out of his sight.

Upon realising what i meant, He then stood up and began to shout out loud in excitement,
"she said yes! She loves me too!." I remember all eyes on the cafeteria were set on him, and i was shyly blushing few meters away.

But you see diary, i was decieved, it took me long to find out. I gave him my heart, i tied my happiness to him, and i was always thinking about him. I chose him among peers and i really believed that he was my guardian angel, he wronged me many times, but i gave him one chance after another, because, i really loved him. I knew i loved him when my heart ached at missing him, i knew it when i day dreamed about a future with him, i knew it by the burning sensation i feel when he smiles, i loved his every joke, his every act, his every word, his scent, his Aura and his great sense of humor. I loved the way he stares at me everytime, i even loved the things i disliked in him, to wrap it all, i loved everything about him because i loved him.