Dear Diary

Broken-heart Beats

Bus Radio playing: ...this is The people's radio, frequency 98.4, your community friendly station... welcome to The secret Admirer's show, a show where you send messages to your secret crush, that one person you love.... Lot's of music and romantic poetry of course..I remain your Favorite Host the Queen of Hearts..08614 is the number, keep calls and texts coming in.....

A small screen in the bus relayed a message
"Put on your safety belt, The bus is about to start Moving"
Seeing the message all the passengers put on their belt.

Soon the bus started moving...

Aliyah sat at the last seat of the bus, her face was covered by her scarf leaving only her eyes visible. The couple sitting before her acted as a perfect cover for her, ducking behind them Aliyah peeped to confirm her suspicion.

What suspicion?

Five minutes ago, right before the bust took off, she was focused on her phone replying Pinky's text when suddenly she heard a voice, it wasn't just like any other voice For, it was that voice which used to be her favorite or perhaps is still her favorite, she was sure of what she heard, she was sure it was him. But she Just couldn't stop herself from taking a glance at him.
She couldn't stop her fast beating heart, she couldn't stop her crazy in love mind from thinking of him, she couldn't stop her nose from picking up his scent, that was how it always was whenever he was close, she was head over heels in love with the origin of that voice.
Her eyes confirmed her fears, there he sat unaware of his stalker, i mean to say his lover, had he turned back he would have recognized those beautiful eyes that he colored with tears so many times.

"Sameer" Aliyah's rosy lips wisphered to herself
And then she wondered why he was on the same bus with her?.

All at once conflicting feelings grew fast in her heart, she felt as if her heart was made of ice and fire, she felt love but then she felt the rising hatred. She felt the pain slowly consuming her being, it travelled from the root of her soul right to the doors of her heart. Her brainpower tried to resist but soon the Pain found it's way into her heart not minding the closed doors. She had a thousand conflicting feelings of joy, happiness, amazement, confusion, sadness and many more unexplainable feelings,but soon her heart settled for one, PAIN was the only things she felt as  memories came rushing back.
She was unable to do many things right now now but one thing she was able to, she was able to stop her legs from running to where he sat and hug him.

So she fell to her seat broken once again, it's sad when scars we thought had healed keeps bleeding right before our eyes and can't do anything to stop the bleeding.

A beep sound of her phone delivered Pinky's reply. They texted each other often since Pinky too got her own cellphone now.

(Sms)Pinky: Well, even if it's him you shouldn't let his presence break u down or affect ur trip. You know you deserve happiness. Actually we met a day before ur b'day, we'll talk over the phone Later...take kia XOXO

This Sms gave Aliyah a bit of relief and regained her composure with a bitter smile she replied
~it's too late, but you arrived on time to save me from drowning in pain. Take kia Love. XoXo~

"Can You please swap seat with me?" Cathy said to a man sitting next to Sameer.

"Sorry but I can't, i always love to seat by the Window when traveling" The man denied her request

Cathy's appealing smile quickly turned a frown, she was acting nice and innocent to convince him, but it didn't work.

"You can still see the window from my seat!" She said with a hint of coldness clouding her voice.