Two Months Later...
Harry's POV
"So I wrote this song almost a year ago. Particularly this song, is one of the songs that I really love from my album, because this song is very special to me, it is the time where my heart was broken and I was not just myself. For so long, I kinda keep it to myself, wondering what did I do wrong that made our relationship not work. Recently I have been engaged to the girl that I really love but just months after the engagement, she left me without a word and vanished into thin air. I never had seen her eversince that day. Y/N if you are watching this, please come back I need you and let's talk this through, please I am begging you, my move. I dedicate this song just for you, love, and this is Falling." I finished my speech and the music started. I sang each words with a heavy heart. I sang each like with my heart bleeding, and I can't stop myself from tearing up a little bit.
It was just so painful and yet refreshing to finally be able to say what I wanted to say for so long. I just felt lost without her. Everyday, I keep waiting for her to come to my house hoping that she would come to get her stuff but she never did not even once. While there I was bathing in her stuff, I surrounded myself with all of her clothes and the things that are important to her, I sleep with her clothes just to be able to smell her scent so that I won't miss her anymore and to fill the gap in my heart that she left. I was close to losing my sanity. This hurts way more than my breakup with Camille. It was unbearable, to the point where I stayed in our walk in closet just to be able to get a sniff of her scent to redeem myself from the pain that I was feeling. I couldn't even walk around the house without falling apart. Every inch of this house, reminded me of her. The only place of the house that gave me comfort was her wardrobe, for it tricks my mind that she is still here with me as her scent lingers unto her clothes. And her pillow, I always snuggle with them just to be able to feel her as if she was there and to be able to fall asleep just for a couple of hours. I miss every bit of her. Her scent is probably the only thing that keep me sane in that moment, if it wasn't for it I would have lost my mind. My mother and sister are getting worried about me and my behavior. They even came to visit me at my house in LA. I couldn't remember how many times they tried to literally pushed me out of my room, they tried everything to help me, they tried contacting her and everything but nothing worked. She deactivated all of her social media accounts, we just couldn't reach her. What is driving me that most is that, what if something bad happened to her? What if she got kidnapped? I couldn't stop myself from thinking awful things that might happened to her. Nobody knows where she is for the fucks sake. And one day, I have decided to look for her whether she like to be found by me or not, but I will find her. So I used my music to be able to find her, knowing that I cannot find her myself just like that. Personally, I really don't like sharing my private life to the public especially my dating life. But she left me no choice but to do this. So I arrange a mini concert video that is going to be featured on the late late show with James Corden and onto my YouTube channel just to announce to the world about our relationship status by singing to her, hoping that she would be able to see it and hoping that she will come back running towards me.
I finished the song with tears filled my eyes.
"Please love, come back to me. And I hope all of you who is watching this will help me find the love of my life. And thank you especially James for letting me add this short video on your show just to sing to my love Y/F/N. Thank you, thank you. Love, Harry." I said through the microphone as the light turns out. The filming took place in the recording studio not in James' studio. I hope that now the world knows I would be able to find her now.🧚🏻🧚🏻🧚🏻🧚🏻🧚🏻🧚🏻🧚🏻🧚🏻🧚🏻🧚🏻🧚🏻🧚🏻🧚🏻🧚
Y/N's
Have you ever done something that you regret doing? Well I have, I regret leaving him but sadly, there is nothing I can do to be able to face him ever again. Well let's see, after I ran away from him. I almost got into a serious accident. I was brought into the hospital, my phone got damaged during the incident and because of that I can't contact any of my love one to inform them about my unfortunate occurance. Getting into an accident on a foreign country is scary and very unfortunate but thankfully the one who got me into this mess payed me some compensation money so that I wouldn't sue him so I used that money to pay for my hospital bills afterall I almost died. I stayed there for three days and a week since my injuries were not too serious but it did knocked me out for two days. After I got released, I got robbed by some fucking punks thankfully I was unharmed, they only took my money without leaves me penniless and I was so happy when they did not took my engagement ring, yes I am still wearing the ring that Harry gave me. And in just less than a month I became a homeless person in this foreign land. No one could ever guess that I am Harry's ex-girlfriend. I even doubt that any of his fans would recognized me so I am safe. I guess this is what you call karma? The life as a homeless person is difficult, you have no money, food to eat or anything and a house to live in. I suffered a lot from the breakup. God! Why am I so stupid? I picked the worst place to break up with my boyfriend! I'm pretty sure I got fired from my work. I left Harry unprepared at all, I didn't even bring any of my things. I only had my small bag that contains my phone, keys, little bit of make up, girly things and a small amount of money.
Two months have passed since I ran away from the man I loved and now I regret it. I should have asked him, confronted him like a badass I am but instead I ran away like a coward. The worst part is that I discovered that I was freaking pregnant and I almost lost the baby during the accident but the baby hold unto me and managed to survive after the car crash, the doctors even called it a miracle. I really needed money so bad for me to be able to afford to pay for my monthly check up to keep on track with the baby. I went around and find myself a pawnshop to sell my engagement ring. At first I didn't want to sell it but later on I realized that the baby would also suffer if I won't (I sold the ring three weeks after I became homeless) and I cannot let that happen. So I sold it for 10,000 dollars, the jeweler even accused me of stealing it but he saw the engraving and it said my name so he believed me, I even have to show him my ID to prove that I am telling the truth, that nasty old man! So that's what happened to me, in less than one month I was able to change my life. I am three months pregnant now, the money that I got from the engagement ring, helped me get by, and now, I am no longer homeless, it took me a month to get a part time job at a shabby restaurant as a chef it pays me 5 dollars per day and to find an affordable renting space. And today, I am going to the hospital for my monthly check up to see if how my baby is doing.
I was sitting on one of the chairs, waiting for my name to be called, when I heard a very familiar song. I froze into place when I heard his voice singing. I didn't heard that the nurse called my name indicating that it was my turn. I shook my head out of my trance and stood up to approach the nurse.
"I'm Y/N Y/L/N." I said, my mind is still absent. I am standing there like a freaking idiot.
"This way, please."The nurse gesture the door before I went in."Good morning, Miss Y/L/N." she greeted me with a smile and gestured for me to sit down to which I did. (Author's note: I'm not gonna bore you with their conversation so I'm good cut it short and only write the important part so yeah.)
"Can you hear it, Mrs. Y/L/N?" I nodded my head with the biggest smile on my face.
"That is the heartbeat of your baby. Doesn't it feels nice just by listening to its heartbeat? It's lovely, isn't it?" the doctor said asked with a smile on her face.
"Yes it is. It's like a music to my ears." I said with my eyes getting watery.The check up ended not long after, I was left with my baby's sonogram. I went back to my seat so that I can properly stare at my baby's picture, she looked so beautiful just like her father. I may not know my baby's gender yet but I feel like I am having a girl. I was busy staring at my baby's picture when suddenly I heard a familiar voice. So I looked up to him on the television screen.
"Please love, come back to me. And I hope all of you who is watching this will help me find the love of my life. And thank you especially James for letting me add this short video on your show just to sing to my love Y/F/N. Thank you, thank you. Love, Harry." He said. He looked so broken, sad and miserable. He doesn't look like himself at all. He looked different completely different. The sadness that is written all on his eyes says it all, I have hurt him so bad, really bad. And now, I felt even more awful for leaving him.
"Y/F/N." I heard someone called me by my fullname, wait how did she? When I turned my head to look at the person calling me.
It was....
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