If you're gonna walk on thin ice might as well dance

Ch.22 Oblivious Love

A/N: Enjoy the chapter~ sry If there is any spelling mistakes
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Y/N POV
I jumped in excitement and opened the front door. "Come in Mochi-Cheeks!~" I moved out of the way as the said boy had rushed in. Izuku began to let out an awe from the warmth of the house. "It's freezing outside!"

I closed the door and locked it. I walked my way to the living and motioned for him to follow after me. "I bet it is, did you heard it might rain tonight, Izuku?"

He nodded his head and began to explain how he hoped it wouldn't rain tomorrow. We both walked into the living room and Izuku had been startled at the sight.

I looked back and forth between the two boys, is their something going on? I looked at Shoto and could sense tension towards Izuku. "Well...Ermmm, WHAT DID YOUR MOM MAKE!"

I quickly chirped out as I desperately tried to change the atmosphere. Izuku had looked at me "oh yeah! Well mom made some Soba, and...fried fish on the side~" his face turned into one of pure happiness.

I stood still and I rushed towards the dining table. "IZUKU GET OVER HERE...YOU TOO SHOTO!" I layed out some napkins and rushed into the kitchen and grabbed some bowls.

I quickly set up the table and took a seat at the front of the table. "Wow, you really like Soba...huh" Izuku had chuckled at the sight of the table already set up by a hunger driven teenager. "Well yeah!...Now take out the good stuff~" I looked at Shoto and he quickly rushed to his seat.

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...this is unusual "Hey Shoto do you by any chance have a thing for....soba?" Shoto had quickly faced me and calmly nodded his head. I knew it...HE LOVES IT!

Izuku had a pot that contained the goods and began to set it on the table. "Umm sorry guys but the soba is kind of cold right now....you know because of the weather" Izuku then nervously scratched his cheek.

Shoto quickly sat up and served himself a bowl and began to eat it calmly. "See Izku it's alright! Anyways you eat it both ways so it's not like you ruined the dish, cheer up!"

I sat up and served myself a bowl and instead took the seat next to Izuku. We all gave our thanks and began to eat. Even though one of us had already decided to eat. I happily ate and talked to Izuku as if we hadn't seen each other in years.

I laughed when Izuku had talked about how he had messed up on frying one of the fishes. Shoto had looked at us and began to stare at Izuku. There's the same aura he gave off earlier..

Shoto then turned his attention towards me and my heart began to flutter. I quickly looked at Izuku and felt as if my face were going to explode. Shoto walked to the kitchen and had placed his bowl into the sink. "Y/N your face is red, are you sick!?"

I had nervously replied to him with a no and began to sweat. I had finished and asked Izuku if he could give me his bowl. "Uhh, yeah thank you!" I smiled at him and walked away into the kitchen. I looked at my Icy hot friend and calmly stood next to him.

I placed the bowls into the sink "you know you don't have to clean your bowl Shoto, your my guest" I gently grabbed his bowl and brushed my hand against his. I quickly retracted my hand and covered my face. "I-I'm sorry!"

Shoto had removed my hands from my face and grabbed the bowl on the counter and placed it into the sink. I had calmed myself down and decided to let him help.

"So how is your relationship going so far?" I sucked in my breath and then looked at Shoto with a confused expression. "What relationship?" I scratched my head as I stood there next to him.

Shoto looked at me and his eyes were filled with sadness. "Your relationship with Midoriya" I felt a light bulb light up as I remembered, I let out a laugh and began to cry from laughing so hard.

"Oh., about that!" I calmed myself and leaned against Shotos back. "We broke up...but for good reasons" Shoto had finished and I stood up, he stared at me and told me to come over towards him.

I walked over and looked at him. "What is it?" He patted his shoulder and smiled, I looked confused for a moment and finally realized he wanted me to lean on him. My cheeks flushed and I nodded my head.

"I'm to short to lean my head on your shoulder so I'll just lean my head on your arm" I felt his warmth and I heard Shoto hum in satisfaction. "Why were you quiet when Izuku showed up, and you gave off a threatening aura?" I felt Shoto tense up as I had asked the last question.

"Umm well whenever I'm with you I feel the urge to protect you or be by your side...I get kind of jealous when your with other guys....sort of like an older brother" my eyes widened and I felt like my heart had been crushed So I'm like his little sister...

I quickly stood up and walked out of the kitchen. I need to get out of here, I can't see him right now, Izuku had been sitting on the couch watching some TV. "Oh hey Y/N! wanna watch some anime with me?" I smiled and nodded my head.

The sound of Shoto exciting the kitchen made me feel tense. "Do you mind if I join" Izuku had agreed and Shoto sat down next to me. I cant be near him, I was just rejected and he acts as if he hadn't done anything. "Uhh I have to go the bathroom!" Let out a nervous laugh, Izuku had looked at me, "oh, okay...well hurry up you might miss something important!"

I quickly ran out of the living room and ran upstairs. My feet thumping was heard and felt as if each thump was a strike at my heart. Memories of when I had met Shoto were now present and I felt myself shrinking into despair. Tears began to prick the corners of my eyes and I ran into my room. I locked the door and rushed onto my bed.

Why does this stuff always happen to me, I silently cried and hugged my stuff animals on the bed. "Am I not good enough..." I had felt weak and decided to just stay in my room until they decided to leave. I'm too much of a baby anyways maybe that's why...

I heard my phone go off and I quickly looked at it, the glowing screen had blinded me as I rubbed my eyes.

MOCHI-CHEEKS: Y/N r u ok?

ME: Yeah~ I just feel tired ^ - ^

MOCHI-CHEEKS: Ok GN then~

ME: GN

I stared the screen and placed it back onto my night stand. "I'm sorry Izuku but I dont want you to worry about me.." I reached over and turned off the light and drifted into sleep, my eyes were burning from the irritation of the tears rolling down gently.

I rubbed my eyes and smiled softly at the thought of at least being able to feel loved and feeling the happiness of someone other than my dad. I guess it's natural to feel this way, it's alright to cry.

It's alright Y/N.....that's why you explore things....you have to try new things and getting rejected is one of the things that you'll have to face in the exploration of love....
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A/N: sry if that was cheesy...but vote if you enjoyed the chapter, have a good day/night~