A girl, Kiara, goes to meet the nj boys at a meet and greet in a hotel. She wins the opportunity of spending the whole day with them but unfortunately, they all get stuck in a hotel room. Weird things start to happen and secrets are unveiled. Some o...
Kiara's POV: I slowly walk back to the bathroom to change into my pyjamas.
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I walk out and stuff my phone in my suitcase because it's dead and there is no electricity to charge it. The guys are on their phones because they have the new iPhones that last longer smh. I still have the 6s. Tbh the new ones look fucking stupid anyways.
I sit down on my bed and start panicking. Other people would die to be in my place right now. Spending a whole week with some celebrities. I don't mind it too much but still... I'd rather not be here. I need space, and even though the room is huge, I feel like I can barely breathe.
I organise my clothes in my suitcase to pass some time. Even though the guys are really nice and we get along well, it's still awkward because we literally just met. I accidentally drop some of my makeup and bend down to pick them up. When I get up I hear a whole bunch of laughing. When I turn around, Mattia smirks at me as he puts his phone down. "Nice pjs" he says, while everyone is giggling. Except Alejandro. He throws his balled up socks at Mattia to get him to stop. M: "Ow what the fuck was that for?" Ale: "Shut. Up." Kai: "Aw you jelly?" Alvaro: "Ooooooh shiiit" R: "Guys stop" Even though I'm a little uncomfortable at this whole situation, I laugh it off and throw my charger at Mattia. Me: "Perv" Mattia: "Well damn." I know he is just joking so I go back to packing and change into some sweatpants instead of these shorts because I feel really self conscious now.
The guys are all huddled up making some tiktok when I come outta the bathroom. Mattia seems to notice that I changed and he comes up to me. M: "Hey. I'm sorry if I made you uncomfortable earlier. I really didn't mean to." Me: "oh yeah it's ok." Mattia pats my arm and joins the other guys. Alejandro keeps looking at me in a sweet way. I can tell he is kinda mad at Mattia. I give him a reassuring look and he goes to get a drink from the fridge.
Everyone ends up sleeping by 3am. I don't know why I'm still awake. I keep tossing and turning but I still am not able to sleep. I get lost in my thoughts and start to feel myself getting sweaty and shaky. Oh shit. I'm getting a panic attack. Whyyyy the fuck? I'm not even nervous or scared about shit. I sit up on my bed and put my hands on my face to hopefully stop myself from crying too loud. I know this panic attack won't last too long. It will go away soon. They always do.
My heart drops when I hear footsteps coming towards me. I don't know why but I am relieved when I see it's just Ale. A: "Hey" Me: "Uh hey what's up?" A: "Nothing.. just wanted to know if you are okay." Me: *sniff* "Yeh.. I-" Ale cuts me off. A: "Cut the shit why are you crying? Did someone say or do something? If it was the Mattia thing I swear to god I will hurt him." Ale raises his voice but nobody wakes up. Me: "Oh no uhm... well that was weird but um no it's actually just stupid." A: "Of course it can't be stupid. It's making you cry. Nothing stupid is worth that." What the- that was the nicest thing I have heard in a really long time. I wipe my ugly ass face with my hoodie. Me: "I just get panic attacks sometimes. I'm not scared or anything but it just happens randomly or when I overthink a lot. I'm on medication for it and I haven't had an attack for a long time so it just caught me by surprise. Usually I'm able to handle it better."
Ale sits next to me and I give him some of my blanket. He doesn't say anything but just asks if he can hug me. I nod my head. His arms feel so homely. I start to sob even more and he rubs my back while telling me that it's all going to be okay. Everyone wakes up and suddenly I'm super embarrassed. "Hey oh my god are you alright?" Kairi says. Ale shuts him up but I just tell him I'm okay. They all sit on my bed in silence. This is the most embarrassing thing ever but I still feel so safe and loved. I know these guys for 1 day and they are already so close to my heart.
After a few minutes I push myself out of Ale's arms reluctantly and notice how empty I feel. I explain to everyone what just happened while Ale is still holding my hand as if he never wants to let go. The guys lighten the mood and we end up talking all night. Well, at least till I fall asleep.
When I wake up I think that what happened was just a really wild dream until I open my eyes and see 5 boys surrounding my bed, sound asleep. I was not myself yesterday. I just told some random strangers about my anxiety on the first day I met them. And then we all slept together. I feel like a hoe even though it wasn't like that lmao. I feel so much better knowing that I can trust every single one of these guys. They really aren't as bad as I thought. Even Mattia I think. I want to make breakfast for them while they are sleeping but Ale's big ass arm is on my waist. Damn why am I just realising how hot he is. I need to calm down before I jump on him.
I wriggle my way out of Ale's arms and decide to shower and stuff. I come out wearing some comfy clothes. Thank god I packed extra.
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Then I go to the kitchen to make some breakfast even though it's like 2pm. I kinda hope everyone forgets about what happened last night.
- Hey y'all I know this chapter is bad lmaooo. It's rlly slow and boring but it will get better dw. If you comment I feel the motivation to post more often so plsss comment lmao thanks. I'm really surprised with all the votes and reads I got in just 3 chapters. Thank you so much😍 ily hoes😛😛
