Is this Love? (Yandere x Reader)

Chapter 9- Don't let your imagination run wild

(Continues from last chapter)

((Y/N)'s POV)

"Shiro! Dinner's ready!" I called, from the kitchen.

"Okay!" He called out from the living room.

I carried a dish of spaghetti Bolognese and placed it on the dining table. I went back and carried two plates and two glasses, and placed them on the table as well. Shiro poured water into each glass and sat down. Once we got our food on our plates, we began to eat.

"Mhmm... I truly am a lucky man," he said, when he scooped some spaghetti into his mouth.

"Hahaha, it's not that good."

"Huh? 'Good'? This is amazing!"

"Th-thanks," I muttered and continued to eat.

"I'm glad you're my girl (Y/N)," he said and kissed my cheek.

"Eww! Shiro! I got Bolognese on my cheek now," I cried.

"Ah! Sorry. Let me get that for you," Shiro leaned towards me and licked my cheek.

"S-Shiro!" My cheek began to heat up.

"It's gone now," he grinned, "And... it's more delicious when eating off you."

"E-eh!" I blushed, and focused on my dinner.

"Hahaha!" He continued to eat his food.

After dinner, I finished washing the plates and dishes, and stood in the living room with Shiro. It was about ten at night.

"Thanks for having dinner with me," I said.

"Dummy, I'm your man, you don't have to thank me," Shiro said, and ruffled my hair.

"Yeah..."

We stood is silence, not knowing what else to say. We both knew that neither of us wanted to end this conversation now, and want to continue to spend more time together, but at that moment nothing popped in my mind. But eventually, it was Shiro who spoke.

"Umm... (Y/N)?" He asked.

"Yeah," I looked at his face, as he began to blush and getting flustered.

"If you... don't... mind... could I... erm... could I sleep with you tonight!?" he exclaimed.

"EH?!" I looked at him.

"If you don't want to, I understand!!" He said quickly.

So he does want to make the most out of it before we split up... I guess I was naïve... haha Shiro was right after all. Am I really going to do it with him? I love him, but to do it just because we'll be splitting up soon... I don't want that. But... I want Shiro to be happy... I don't want to disappoint him or regret for choosing me to be his girlfriend. I will do anything to please him... even if I have to sacrifice myself...

"Sorry! Sorry! (Y/N)," Shiro kept apologising to me, "Forget I asked. I wasn't thinking‒"

"Okay," I interrupted.

"Huh?"

"You can sleep with me," I smiled at him.

"Are you sure? You don't have to," he said.

"Yes. I'm sure."

"(Y/N)!" He carried me in his arms, upstairs to my room. He laid me down on my bed.

"I'll use the bathroom quickly," I muttered.

"Okay," he grinned.

I smiled back, picked up my nightdress and went to the bathroom. I changed to my nightdress and stared at the mirror. Am I really going to do this with him? I could always say no, Shiro won't mind... no, I can't do that... if this is what Shiro wants, then I shall give it. As long as he's happy, that's all I care.