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No one POV.

*flashback*

"You stupid slut! I should have left you and that pathetic son of yours when I had the chance." Jeongin flinched as he heard the harsh slap against his mothers face.

This wasn't the first time he was forced under his bed pushed up as close to the wall as he could out of fear that his father would come and hurt him too.

This happened quite a lot. So much infact that he had already filled an entire Journal that had the words "diary" scribbled on the front to the very last page.

Every page consisted of how "daddy hit mommy agan nd im hiding from daddy." And "I here mommy crying im scard." He would write down his feelings and things that were going on.

He was only six years old at the time. He held his Journal close to his chest and cried himself to sleep on the floor under his bed as he heard banging and yelling coming from downstairs.

*flashback end*

Jeongin woke up trying to aggressively catch his breath and holding his arms in front of his chest. He caught his breath and slowly laid back down.

He thought those dreams were over with. 'I guess not' he thought to himself while deeply sighing. He turned his head towards his alarm clock and saw that it was only 5am.

He had to wake up at 7am In order to make it to his 8:30 class. He decided he would try and sleep for the two hours he had left.

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Jeongin woke up to his alarm clock and looked over to see that it was 7:05am. He groaned and hit the button.

"Jeongin wake up or you're gonna be late." Once he heard footsteps quickly approaching his door he shot up. The door swung open and jeongin stood there staring back at the person that was staring at him.

"Get dressed, I'll drive you to school today." The person's tone of voice made it sound more of a demand than an option. "N-no its ok sir I can walk. I enjoy w-walking."

The man standing in his doorway didn't seem amused with that reply. "I said I'll drive you. Now get dressed." Jeongin fliched when the man slammed the door shut, swearing he could feel the ground under him shake.

He sighed and just went to take a shower. Once out he grabbed his favorite baby blue hoodie that once belonged to his mother and ripped jeans and slipped them on.

He put his black vans on and decided that he wasn't gonna let his dad get him down today. He oh so desperately needed a good day. It felt like forever since he could say he genuinely had a good day or even a sincere smile.

He grabbed his phone and back-pack and went downstairs where his father was making a cup of coffee. He poured it in a to-go coffee cup and turned towards his son. "Ready to go?"

Jeongin nod his head and they walked out the door and entered the car. The car ride was silent and tense like always and jeongin couldn't wait to get out of there. Luckily his school was only a five minute drive from his house so he didnt have to endure this much longer.

Once he saw the school gates approaching he let out a breath he hadn't realized he was holding in.

They pulled up and jeongin was about to get out of the car when his dad grabbed his wrist stopping him from going anywhere. "I want you straight home right after school. Once those bells ring your ass better be walking home."

Jeongin nod his head and he let go of his tight grip around the boys wrist leaving a temporary red mark. Jeongin gulped and started walking into the school.

Trying for a good day counter: #he lost count at this point.

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This is gonna be a wild ride for you and me both. Hope you're ready cause I am certainly not :)





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