All the Stars in My Mind

I Tried.

i'm not a very open person with my emotions.
we both know that.
i may express my opinion freely, a lot.
but i'm still not very open.
i have.. trust issues, i guess.
it's hard for me to rely on others.
it's hard for me to open up to them.
but once i do open up, i'm glue.
i stick.
and i give you my all & my trust.
i tried to help.
i tried to stay calm.
i tried to come to terms that i had to share.
i tried to tell you how i feel.
apparently that makes me selfish.
i'm sorry for being selfish.
for not wanting to share.
it's just, i'm glue.
i stick.
i stuck.
and once the glue sticks, it's hard for the glue to come off without ripping the paper.
it's not exactly that i don't want to share.
it's just i don't give into people easily.
but i gave into you.
i've become used to you always wanting me.
and now you've found someone else.