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all i see.
glares from the light shining on the floor.
the reflection of light on the surface of my desk as i try to hide the tears that flow from my eyes.
all i feel.
all i feel is pain.
my brain is a dungeon.
it's beating me mentally.
my eyes.
my eyes are blurry.
i can not see.
i can't see.
i am trying to write notes as everything is coming to a blur.
i can not see.
i can't see.
i can't see my future.
i can't see my family.
i can't see my friends.
i can't see anything anymore, it's all blurry.
the tears aren't just blurring my vision, but blurring my brain too.
i can't see myself anymore.
drop.
another tear drops.
and more fill into my eyes.
i can not see.
pain has clouded my eye sight as another tear falls. until i stop the blurriness, and i close my eyes.
that's when the pain will stop, that's when i'll be able to see.
when the blur is gone, from me.
when the blur is gone, i'll hopefully be asleep.

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