a lie brings a blade to your heart. do you understand? have you felt the pain? you lied. you fucking lied. how.. how could you do that to me? did it not burn your heart every minute you looked at me? the worst fucking part is that i blame myself. i ask myself why you had to lie to me. i tell myself that it's my fault. you couldn't trust me, i guess. do you know how that feels? i thought you did. i thought you knew the damage that came with a lie. isn't it funny? anger is filling inside me. i feel as if i'm going to explode. your tongue shattered my trust. your voice is setting my ears on fire. the one person. THE ONE FUCKING PERSON i thought that wouldn't do this to me. i'm such an idiot. i'm so stupid. i'm so stupid. i'm so stupid. IM SO FUCKING STUPID. for letting my walls come down for anyone. for trusting you. for loving you. for caring about you. all i wish, is that the blade you stabbed me with was real, because that would have hurt so much less.
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All the Stars in My Mind
PoetryMy life as a teenager, with real emotions. Before everything happened, during, and afterwards. This book will have poetry in it and be full of my thoughts, feelings, love, and even personality . This is a raw story that I would love to become a real...
