Unexpectedly Mr. Famous (Tagalog/English)

CHAPTER 32: Unexpected

Hi guys, kumusta na? Keep safe everyone. And pray po na sana matapos na ang crisis na kinakaharap ng mundo nating ngayon. God Bless us all

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Updat e as of April 07, 2020

✍Harry✍
 
     The intense rain hours ago turned to haze. Still leaving the place to chilling temperature. Gladly, that even without enough experienced of camping. I managed to create a fire in logs that luckily I found here. After I created the fire, the heat quickly spread inside the cave. But sometimes distracted by a quick cold wind coming from the outside. I raised my palms in front of the flared logs swiftly rubbing them until they absorb warm. My eyes unintentionally darted to this old  wooden bed, five feet away to my spot where I laid Syd. She's still unconscious and I couldn't determine her exact condition. Except that her furrowed brow with those shut eyes and slightly opened mouth indicates that she's still not fine. She really looks so tired and exhausted.  But still, she looks so innocent and gentle. The warm color of the flame shaded dramatically in her skin. And for the second time I will not deny that it indeed glaze her demure face.

And for the second time here I am praising her again while she's still in a bad shape.

Guilt..

Guilt.. it begin again to invade me inside. I feel sorry for her. That I wish all of these didn't happened at all. It would be an enormous relief if these are just part of my creepy dream. I just hope it's just a dream.
The cold wind sometimes makes its way inside the cave worsen our condition. I’m so thankful that the three almost tattered thick bed sheet I found here, I have use to cover the old ragged mattress. And the other one to cover Syd’s body. I took the one left for me to use. And it helps a lot to fight the cold. The pain in my body still exist and I'm almost done counting two hundred  jumping sheeps in my head but sleepy feeling just completely left me and making me more unsettled.

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✍Khate✍

        “Uhurm…” Bigla akong natigilan sa paghinga ng marinig ang marahang pag-ubo ni Niall. Obvious naman na gusto niyang sirain ang katahimikang binuo ko. Pero di parin ako umimik.

     “You Okay?” Tanong niya. Ba't ba ang daldal mo din Niall. Pwede bang manahimik ka nalang? For heaven sake. Maawa ka sa akin, kasi di ko alam kung paano ako makikipag-usap sayo na ganito ang postura natin.

Teka lang!

Iniisip ba niya na okay ako habang nakaupo sa hita niya?! Kung alam lang niya na kung pu-puwede lang makalayo ako agad sa kaniya nagawa ko na! sobrang kalbaryo nito. 😩😑😢

Di ko sinagot ang tanong niya. Sa Halip, humigpit ako ng yakap sa sarili ko habang pigil na pigil sa pag-galaw. Para di ako tuluyang sumubsob sa kaniya. Kainis naman kasi bakit ba sobrang liit ng lambat na to'. Kung medyo malaki laki sana to' baka kahit paano di ganito itsura namin dito.
Naiilang na ako ng sobra.

At sa estimate ko may isang oras narin kami dito. Di pa ba siya nangangalay? Pansin ko rin kasi na di siya gumagalaw kahit na nagsasalita siya.

Napansin din ba niya na di ako komportable? Ano ba nasa isip niya?
Sa imahinasyon ko umiling nalang ako. Wag ko nalang muna siya intindihin kasi ako din naman nahihirapan.

   “Look. I….” Umpisa niya ulit. At bumuntong hininga siya. Haay naku ano na naman ba Niall?  😒

    “ Look…I know…you don't feel comfortable being along with me. And…I, I don't feel.. I mean, I actually feel the same. I'm having hard time here. And I know, you do too. I don't want to make this situation more awkward. So I think it's better if we just lessen this small space here. And.. don't bother anything about us being this close. You can pretend I'm not here, just to ease a bit of your discomfort. Don't worry I have this huge respect for girls. I came in a very religious family so you don't have to worry. I'll keep my hands to myself.” Naramdaman ko nalang na bumuntong hininga ulit siya at niyakap din niya ang sarili. Ang point ba niya eh walang problema sa kaniya kung tuluyan ko ng iupo sa hita niya? Isipin ko nalang na wala siya?