Maybe it was fate

Chapter 21

Just thought i'd let you know its January.

I placed my hands on my stomach on our ride to the doctor. This was our 3 month check up meaning we can finally know the gender of the baby. I was so excited i could barely sit still.

"So do you think its A boy or a girl?" I asked Ashton and he snickered.

"I think thats a little Ashy jr." He winked at me making me laugh.

"Well i think its a girl." I said smiling down at my stomach. I had a baby bump now and it made me happy.

"Does he move alot?" He smiled at me.

"Yes she does." I laughed im convinced this is going to be our little punk rock princess but he swears this is Ashton jr. Well even if it is i refuse to name my child Ashton jr. Ive had names planned since i was younger.

"Well if it is a girl, what do you want to name her?" He asked putting his hand on mine.

"I really like the name Odessa." I smiled and he laughed.

"Thats original,"  he giggled.

"I like the name Alyssa." He smiled.

"You're so basic Ashton." I smiled.

"Ok ok enough about girls, you're going to jinx it what if its a boy?" I pondered his question. I hadnt really thought about boy names.

"I mean ive always liked the name Michael but we've already got a Michael." I sighed.

"So?" He shrugged. "I like the name Michael." He smiled

"But wont the other boys get jealous?" I really dont want to hurt their feelings.

"Not if we make them the godfathers." He laughed.

"Alright but i still think we should ponder more names." We thought for a second then i broke the silence. "How about Jax Foster for a boy and Elizabeth Ann for a girl." At that time we had arrived at the doctors.

"Jax Foster?" He questioned.

"You want a bad ass kid why not with a bad ass name?" I smirked

"Yeah we'll think about it." He gave me a sarcastic look opening his door. "Lets go inside and find out what this baby is so we can pick a name." He smiled big. I got out of the car and he was already at the door. "Come on, come on you walk so slow." He teased making me laugh. When we were inside we were sent to the back. I sat down and Ashton picked up a pamphlet "what to do when you're expecting." He began to read.

"Ashton you read that pamphlet every time we're here shouldnt you know by now." He gave me a look of seriousness.

"I want to sure i know what im doing." He said still looking serious.

"Ashton," i patted his leg. "You'll be fine." I smiled and so did he. Just then Dr. Sanchez walked in.

"Hello." She smiled setting down her clipboard. "Are we finding out the sex of the baby today?" She smiled again.

"Yes please." Ashton answered quickly. I think he's more excited than me.

"Ok Madison just lay back and get comfortable ill be right back." She walked out of the room and Ashton was still reading the pamphlet.

"Are you ok?" I asked still laying down. He looked up and gave me a weak smile.

"Fine." He replied looking back down.

"Why do you seem so nervous?" I asked i didnt like it, it made me uncomfortable.

"It all just becane real, finding out the gender, we're really having a baby." He said. I looked away in dissapointment. Please dont leave me. I kept thinking. A small tear rolled down my face and i wiped it away. Ashton walked towards me.

"Why are you crying my love?"

"Please dont leave me." I asked gently.

"Leave you? No, never. I didnt mean it badly i just meant it as we're going to be parents. This is going to change our lives forever. And what if we're not good at it?" At that time the nurse walked in. Ashton kissed my forehead and sat back down.

"Sorry it took so long, i tried to find the warmest jelly i could, but there wasnt any." She smiled

"Its fine." I smiled back.

"Ok well just lay back." She instructed then put the jelly on my stomach. The ultra sounds came up and after about a minute she found the baby. "You're positive you want to know the sex?" We nodded excitedly.

"Congratulations you're having a..."

Lol you thought i'd tell you that easy? Ha wrong. I want to know what you want the baby's name to be let me know.