A Part of Me [Completed] ✅

Chapter 4

Seokjin

"Where is Minie hyung, hyungie?"

He slowed the car down and parked on the side of the road. I was confused by his actions but I watched and waited. He jumped out of the car and came over to my side, indicating that I should jump out. I did as he wanted and waited, watching him pace in front of me. He stopped pacing and came to hold me in his embrace.

"H-he passed away Jinnie."

My heart screamed in my chest as he held me close and cried. At first, I just went numb all over and then his words hit me to my core and I screamed in agony.

"N-no! No hyungie! Tell me it's a lie!"

"I'm sorry Jinnie. He passed away just two months after Seojoon turned 1. I didn't know where you were so I couldn't tell you. I'm so sorry Jinnie."

I cried even more and he gave me his sleeve to wipe away my tears. My Minie hyung gone for so long and I didn't know.

"Come Jinnie. Let's go get something to drink."

I nodded my head and we went to a restaurant at a hotel. Another one that he owned. I swear this man owns half the world. He ordered some beers as I was in no mood to eat anything.

"Why didn't you tell me Jinnie? You knew about his condition."

"I couldn't hyungie. He made me sign a contract and an NDC. He also made me promise not to tell you anything. But I didn't think he had such a short time." I sipped on my beer. "Do you know why he didn't let you sleep with him hyungie?"

Jungkook looked up at that. He was never given a reason as to why his husband had insisted on that.

"No Jinnie. He never told me. He only said that I should sleep with you from then on and that you were not allowed to leave the house and live separately from us. He insisted on that."

"He would become very ill most nights. He was taking some very strong medication just to be able to do his work during the day and do the travelling for you. He didn't want you to see the side effects of some of the medication he was taking. That is why he insisted that you sleep with me."

Jungkook looked completely taken aback at my words. I don't think he  knew his husband was in so much pain and difficulty.

"He made me promise never to tell you. He never wanted to see pain in your eyes. He always wanted you to be happy. And he thought that your happiness was being with me. He would see you smile when we were together and he told me his heart would leap because he knew you were happy. That was all he ever wanted."

I watched as the tears flowed down his cheeks. I leaned over and wiped them away.

"Please don't cry hyungie. Minie hyung wanted you to be happy always. He wanted you to have a baby so you would have a companion when he was gone."

Jungkook nodded his head. "Can I have a hug Jinnie, please?"

I leaped up and went to him, uncaring if anyone saw us. He eveloped me in his embrace and sobbed his heart out. I held on to him tightly, my thoughts full of my lovely hyung. He was so precious for us. I really missed him a lot.