A Part of Me [Completed] ✅

Chapter 33

Seokjin

"That was Jungkook on the phone. He said he had spoken to his parents and they're willing to compromise for me to live with them for now," I said, looking at Mrs Park.

"The best way to win those miserable sods asses is to impress them with your knowledge. Especially at things that they like. And why should they give you permission to live there? You're his fiancè and the father of his children. You have every right to be in his life."

I thought on Hana's words and scoffed. She did have a valid point. Jungkook and I didn't need them but I know my son loves his grandparents. So I was torn between my own selfish need of him and them.

"Wait just a God damn minute!" She squealed suddenly.

Hana had joined us at my home after the park. Later, Jungkook had taken Seojoon back to his grandparents and Hana had stayed to give me company until he returned. I liked her instantly. She was very forthright and comfortable to be around.

"What's wrong Hana?"

"I think this is the best way for you to show them just how perfect you are Jin," she said happily, her eyes sparkling with mischief. "Listen Jin, I have a plan. And if you stick to this, they will be putty in your hands in a few weeks if not days. Listen."

And she proceeded to explain her plan in detail. My eyes went wide but after a few minutes I could see the merit in this plan. We discussed it in detail and I realised I would need to do some research as well as, call on some old skills of mine for it to work fully.

After an hour, Jungkook returned and Hana bid us farewell, promising to visit very soon. She winked at me and I laughed happily. Jungkook noticed our interaction and raised an eyebrow.

"Well, that looked fruitful. Did you enjoy some time with eomma? She's really lovely."

"She is. She reminds me a lot of Mini hyung. She's very transparent with her feelings and mischievous too. I like her," I decided.

Jungkook smiled warmly. "You know Jinnie," he pulled me close to him and embraced me with his warmth, "after Jimin passed away, I closed myself up. I worked like a crazy person and only cared about Seojoon. Eomma was really worried about me. When she would visit Seojoon, we'd sit and talk about you. She knew a lot about you from Jimin and I think she really was grateful to you that her son was able to be so happy in his final days."

My eyes became moist thinking about Jimin. He truly was the best person. I missed him terribly.

"I miss him hyungie. I love him so much." I cried into his chest.

"I know you do baby. He loved you too. We were both crazy about you," he laughed softly, running a finger through my hair.

"But, you do know that I had to leave back then? He didn't want me to but in the end I convinced him. No one would have understood our love anyway. I mean, look at your parents and haleomoni. They would never have accepted me back then either. And what would I have been to you? We could certainly not have married. You were already married to Mini hyung."

I watched as Jungkook spread his hands widely on his thighs. "I wanted to change your contract back then. Jimin and I had even discussed it. At first I thought he wouldn't like it but I was wrong. He wanted the same things as I did."

I looked at him, thoroughly confused. "What do you mean hyungie? What changes?"

"Jimin wanted you to live with us in a polygamous relationship. I wanted it too. We had even ironed out the terms on your new contract. Jimin wanted a bigger home for us all. I was already in talks with an estate agent here to get us new properties. But then, you left us. I remember, he said that he had tried to get you to stay but you had refused. I suppose, it wasn't meant to be that way," he finished, sadly.

My eyes were full of tears as he wrapped me closer to him on the couch.

"You didn't know about my demons hyungie. Neither did Mini hyung. I was truly broken back then. And very incapable of making those kind of major decisions. It's been a long and tough road for me, but I persevered. If I didn't have Taehyung, I don't know what I would have done."

"Aaah Taehyung......He reminds me so much of Jimin. You know, we had a really strange moment in the car that night, before the whole police raid. I felt something for him. I think he felt it too and I asked him to stay with us but he didn't."

"A moment?" I looked at him, confused.

"I don't know Jinnie. It was just a strange connection. He held my hand when I was so anxious about your safety. And I caressed his cheek. I don't know what came over me. But he didn't move away or seem repulsed. It felt like he was Jimin for me in that moment. The way he made me feel. Like a friend. Like my best friend, Jimin."

I thought on his words and realised what he meant.

"I know what you mean hyungie. Even when Taehyung and I were together, he felt more of a brother to me at times rather than a boyfriend. We only kissed. I could never bring myself to make love to him. I tried, but you were only in my heart."

"Oh Jinnie! My beautiful baby. It was just a moment and it won't happen again. I just wanted you to know because I didn't want any secrets from you. Maybe, he felt like Jimin for me in that moment but my heart is only yours. I'm glad you never gave yourself to him or anyone else for that matter. You're mine. And you will always be. I love you so much."

"I love you too hyungie."

He leaned in and kissed me deeply. It felt really good to be able to speak to him like this. We had no secrets from each other now. I love this man so much and soon we would be a family. My hyungie, Joonie and our little princess.

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