The Beginning

Chapter 11. Ill Miss You

Niall
i wake up the happiest i have ever been and it's how i've been waking up for the past three days my arms wrapped around Jade her arms wrapped around me both of us just in our happy places, it's kinda crazy that i finally opened up and she actually felt the same way but i'll be forever grateful that she did i pick up my phone from the side my eyes widening when i see the time "shit" i exclaim making Jade jump "sorry" i laugh a little kissing her forehead she shakes her head "don't worry" she smiles turning over and falling back to sleep, i have two hours to pack for America and i haven't even slightly started, this could be fun , note the sarcasm
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"do you think i should come though don't you think the boys will get suspicious?" Jade asks me i shake my head we decided not to tell anyone until i got back except for Harry seeing as he helped me "well just say you were gonna miss me like we said to Perrie" i tell her she nods happily smiling as she puts her coat on we've been lying to Perrie for the past three days either Jade has to quickly sneak out of the apartment before Perrie wakes up or i ave go quickly sneak in luckily Perrie sleeps in till late most days. "what about paps?" Jade asks as we walk into the elevator "we'll look like it's just friends" i shrug she just nods giving me a quick hug before the elevator opens again we go down and out of the building where were meet with Louis and Eleanor "hey guys" Louis smiles "hi" Jade smiles back "wanna go together?" he asks i nod "yeahhh why not" i smile all of us getting into Louis car together
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"i'll miss you" Jade whispers as i hug her were about to leave and i'm trying my best not to cry i know we've only been together for like four days but it's been the best four days of my life and now i'll have to spend a whole month without her "i'll miss you too" i try to smile "promise you'll facetime me as soon as you get there" she mumbles i nod noticing the tears forming in her eyes as she joins our pinkies together "i promise" i whisper as i kiss her forehead "gotta go i'll see you soon" i hug her one last time Louis then shouting my name i run over glancing over to her one last time she just stands there and waves at me i wave back as i get dragged away by the boys the hardest goodbye i've ever had to do wishing i had of just kissed her
Jade
i sigh as Niall goes out of sight i'm sure they'll be some way i can go to America and see him i'm just not sure when i'll get my next week off i follow Dani and Eleanor out of the airport trying to hide my face from the paps with my hood "Jade is there anything going on with you and Niall?"Dani asks me i look up shaking my head and laughing "aww no...no" i try to laugh she gives me a confused look "you just seem really upset" she says sympathetically giving me a hug i sigh a little hugging her back "no i'm fine probably because he's helped me a lot lately so it'll be weird not seeing him for a while" i shrug she nods rubbing my arm a little. missing him isn't the only thing that's upsetting me it's also my guilt of not telling him what i should have told him i'm an idiot for not doing it but we were just so happy and i didn't want to ruin that because i have no idea how he'll react. "hey are the girls free tonight?" Dani asks me i nod i know Jordan is working so Leigh is free and i know Chris is currently visiting family so Jesy is free too and Perrie is waiting for me at home "great let's have a girls night"Eleanor exclaims i nod "i'll text them now" i smile pulling out my phone as we get into the car i quickly text the girls and then go onto instagram for something to do
eleanorcalder

eleanorcalder miss you already!☹️❤️ @/louist91
onedirection

onedirection first stop LA!🇺🇸
perrieeele

perrieeele my baby boy!🐶❤️

the last one reminding me that she's a person i could really do with talking to right now
niallhoran

niallhoran America here we come!!🇺🇸
louist91: OI OIIII

"please don't leave"