The Beginning

Chapter 23. Hangovers

Jade
i wrap my arms around Niall his head against my chest i play with hair which is slowly starting to show his brunette roots again. i kinda panicked last night we spoke about the baby and how much it was gonna change our lives with everyone and Nialls reactions to what everyone was saying had me worried that he was maybe rethinking it all he seemed shocked with all everyone was saying and it looked like he was realising things he'd never realised before and i'm scared of how he's gonna wake up seeing as the only time he's opened his eyes today is to throw up from his hangover i suppose adult hood is throwing him right into the deep end and i think i have to prepare myself for him to panic sometimes because even though he's convinced he's not going to i have a feeling he will he's 20 years old getting thrown into father hood that's scary for anyone, but then he reassures me that he was 16/17 when he got thrown into the music industry and look how that turned out. "babe" he whispers stopping my train of thought "yeah bab" i smile looking down at him his voice still sounding tired but adorable "will you order some food" he pouts at me being classic Niall i laugh and nod grabbing my phone from the side i order a pizza and then go onto instagram
leigh_love_life

leigh_love_life fabulous night for our niallers bday!!❤️
louist91

louist91 great night! welcome to the twenties lad
jesymix14

jesymix14 hangovers<<<<
i look down at Niall laughing at Jesys caption and i know he would definitely agree right now he's hardly opened his eyes and it's nearly 1pm i decided to take a selfie and post it
jadeameliabadwi

jadeameliabadwi Nialls definitely paying for it today!😂🙈 @/niallhoran
"Jade" he whispers again "hmm" i mumble putting my phone down he looks up at me his hair is everywhere his eyes more a dark blue "i love you" he whispers i kiss his forehead "i love you more"
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we haven't moved from bed all day the only time i have is to go get our food but we've sat watched movies cuddled and chatted all day it's been perfect "can i ask you something?" i turn to him so i'm on my side both of us staring into each other's eyes "course" he weakly smiles probably starting to panic about what my question could be, overthinking taking over. "are you scared about the baby?" i ask him he shakes his head "not even how it's gonna change your life?" again he just shakes his head slightly smiling at me " i can't wait and i mean that obviously life is gonna change a lot but it's nothing we won't be able to get through" he shrugs i just smile he's got to be one of the most mature people i have ever meet "speaking of that" he mutters wrapping his arms around my wait and pulling me closer to him "we're kinda gonna have to announce that to the world soon" he says starting to play with my hair he's right we are gonna have to but i'm just worried about the backlash i might receive and how people are gonna take it i know this is good for us but i know some fans and critics and mums won't and we may get seen as a bad influence generally just because of how old we are and also because the jealous fans will try and make me feel bad i just try not to read them because i know that at the end of the day it is just there jealously speaking "how about we do it now?" he asks i just look at him a little blankly he's so confident about this and i really admire it "well just post a simple picture and caption it 10 dot 2 dot 14" he says i put my head on his chest and just nod "okay" i mumble i suppose at the end of the day we have to do this as soon enough it will become obvious and i'd rather we say it then there be tons of rumours and we have to just tell everyone it's true "u sure?" he asks i look up at him and just nod "let's do it"
niallhoran

niallhoran 10.2.14 see you then little one❤️
jadeameliabadwi: your gonna be the best daddy🥺

"and time is frozen"