Niall i watch Jesy as she anxiously watches her phone on the table biting her nails but once it vibrates she jumps up in excitement grabbing it and quickly typing, a process she's repeated a lot today and i've noticed due to the fact it's just been me her and Aria in the room all day. Jades been sleeping all day, all the others are exploring the city and Jesy didn't want to be on her own so we're in a hotel room and i have to say i'm bored out my mind. i look down at Aria just babbling and laughing to herself grabbing onto the teddy in front of her and hugging it. "oh my god" Jesy exclaims making Aria jump i look up to Jesy who has the biggest smile on her face "what?" i slightly laugh as she runs over to me "you know how i've had a secret?" she asks me looking like she can't keep in whatever she's just read in for much longer i nod at her and she squeals "me and Jake are going on a date" she exclaims my eyes widening as she just squeals "Jes that's amazing but when did he come back?" i exclaim as she hugs me making her laugh, "a week or so but let's wake Jade you guys have to help me get ready" she exclaims grabbing my wrist and pulling me up but i stay where i am. i can't help but worry about every little thing that goes on with Jade at the minute, i can't help but over think everything i'm about to do with her like even just hugging her cause i get terrified she's going to panic "is waking her up okay?" i mutter looking down at Aria squealing her little head off "of course it is" Jesy sighs rubbing my arm sympathetically "it'll be fine" she smiles at me bending down and picking Aria up and grabs my wrist pulling me into the bedroom where Jade is just sat up staring at the wall in front of her "babs what's wrong?" i say walking over to here and sitting in front of her gently touching her arm thats wrapped around her legs she just shakes her head moving her arms so her head is in her hands "i.. i can't do this" she says looking up at me her eyes filled with tears i turn around to Jesy who's holding Aria close to her chest Arias face full of confusion i nod to the door and Jesy just nods quickly walking out. "what can't you do bub?" i ask Jade wiping the tears away from her cheeks she looks into my eyes and then falls into my arms uncontrollably sobbing i play with her hair trying to calm her down best as i can and holding her as tightly as possible. this isn't fair, it's not what we deserve, Jade can't even walk outside anymore without feeling like everyone is judging her because of a picture she wasn't even conscious for, it really makes you think how people don't care how you feel they'll just judge you without even knowing the truth, it's a really scary world we live in. "this tour, this lifestyle, i need a break from it all" Jade mutters holding onto my shirt her head buried in my neck i just simply kiss her forehead because i can't help but feel helpless i wish i had the power to say let's stop and keep on the low for a while but i can't no matter how bad she feels there's nothing i can do but support her "it'll be over soon, sooner than you think" i whisper holding her tightly. i'll make sure that Jed pays for this, for causing Jade to not feel happy in herself, i won't be violent it won't be criminal, but he'll feel bad for everything he's ever done to her jesymix14
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jesymix14 ❤️❤️❤️ leigh_love_life so happy for you guys!!❤️
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