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niallhoran happy birthday tommo!! have a great day man❤️ i sigh as Niall helps me up from the couch, todays Louis 22nd birthday and as much as i want to join everyone to celebrate i really don't have the energy to. "i promise we'll have the meal and then leave yeah" Niall tries to reassure me i nod feeling slightly guilty, everyone is spending the night out after the meal and i know deep down Niall wants to go but he's not for my sake he's the biggest sweetheart ever. Niall opens the car door for me making sure i get in okay and then going round to his side, he's been so protective lately and he's constantly checking on me and making sure i'm okay it kinda makes me think of how he's gonna be as a dad and i can picture him as a really good one, he's still a child at heart too so i know it's guaranteed that he's always gonna be able to make her smile, i can imagine he's gonna be really protective and i feel like they'll be best friends. after about ten minutes we make it to the restaurant Niall groaning when he notices a few camera flashes that suddenly turn into tons more he leans over to the back grabbing one of his jackets and handing it to me i slightly smile as he does, since my bumps got bigger i've been feeling a little insecure about the way i look especially when i get papped and they take pictures from the worst angles. he gets out first while i put his jacket over my head he opens my door grabbing my hand and helping me out i just keep my head down as he shuts the door and leads me to the restaurant doors "Jade is the baby Nialls?" i hear one of them shout making me roll my eyes i always try to ignore the questions they ask as there always ridiculous but sometimes it's really hard to not let them get you a little angry. we make it into the building and i quickly take the jacket off my head following Niall to the table "happy birthday lad" Niall exclaims going straight over to Louis i go over to Perrie and Jesy and instantly sitting down "you alright pet?" Perrie asks i nod throwing Nialls jacket on the back of the chair. i'm really not in the greatest mood today and if it was up to me i would be in bed watching netflix and eating as much as possible but i also wouldn't want to miss Louis birthday. Niall comes and sits down next to me giving me a sympathetic smile making me feel even more guilty but happy too, i really wanna tell him to say out tonight but i also want him to come home with me. "are you two gonna come out after this?" Jesy asks mainly looking at Niall he just shakes his head "nope" he says giving her a smile she nods "it'll be weird without you" she tries to laugh and i try not to sink down in my chair i look at Niall who's now just chatting away to Jesy i then look around the table everyone laughing and joking all really enjoying themselves i just can't seem to even force a smile right now and i don't know why ———————- i sigh as Perrie follows me into the bathroom stopping me as soon as we get in there "what's the matter?" she asks me looking a little annoyed at me her arms crossed i look down unsure of what to say "you really overreacted then he only asked if you was okay"she exclaims and you can hear the anger in her voice i lean against the sink really wishing the ground would just swallow me up. I've sat quiet all night and then Niall asked if i was okay and i flipped out telling him i didn't need him to check up on me every five seconds and now i feel even more guilty because i really shouldn't have done that. i look up at Perrie her face showing more and more anger and she has every right to be because the look on Nialls face looked like i'd just broke his heart he didn't even know what to say he just sat there frozen. "i feel guilty alright" jadeameliabadwi
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